Update, all shiney and new.
Hey, journal fans. It's been awhile. I've been very busy. I hung out with Lizzi and 'Mione and went to a Beltaine celebration downtown. Things have been crazy, family-wise. Kaity's nuts, I swear. All I want is to succeed for myself, and everyone but my mom seems to want to get in the way. I don't give a crap who gets what amount of attention or who did what in high school, I just want my GED. If Kaity ever reads this: You can have all the attention you want, I do not care. All I want is to succeed for myself, and you aren't getting in my way, got it? I'm going to kick ass in undergrad school, and then kick even more ass in law school, and then I'm going to be rich and have a hell of a kickass life, so why should I give a flying nun about what you, or anyone else for that matter, think? I'm happy and you're just trying to drag me down because you envy that. Take a chill pill.
I think she's just bitter because I have ambition and drive and a sense of direction for my life, and she has pretty much just given up on her's. I'm tired of trying to be sympathetic and patient. As far as I'm concerned, she isn't my sister when she's in "I HATE YOU, JENNY! WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL YOURSELF?!" mode. I laugh. Har har! She hates that. What a silly howler monkey.
Anyway, dad's been his usual bitter and angry self as well. He yelled at me to move out because it took me a minute to find Salem's chicken in the refridgerator. I mean, what the hell? I found it and fed him, so what was the problem? These people are crazy. Thank goodness for mom. I love her to death. And, of course, for your guys! I have such amazing friends.
I've got until late July to prepare for the GED, and then I'm taking the test. I'll have to study extra hard, especially since I only have one class a week now instead of two. Study, study, study! If any of you are good at math (*cough*Ashley*cough*) and are willing, perhaps you could help? I'm going to ask my uncle for help, too, and study books at the library. I WILL PASS, DAMMIT!