Yea, it did. I need a job so I can buy birthday presents and take my wonderful girlfriend to dinner and movies. When I say "stop paying for shit", it more or less means "stop insisting on shelling out your money for things you could make yourself if you weren't a lazy fuck". T-shirts, food, et cetera. Money isn't really the problem, (although, even if it may be, there's not a whole lot I or anyone else can do about it.) I just find it really annoying that people insist on spending it all the fucking time instead of doing things themselves. As for the pills, I quit doing them under my own will. The only thing I've done for and by myself that I've actually followed through on regarding quitting any form of drugs, and I'm INSANELY fucking proud of that. I took pills on Ryan's birthday because I was about to pass out from lack of sleep and marijuana consumption. I hate pills and I hate what they do to people, but I hate falling asleep at 6 PM at my friend's party almost as much. As for everything else everyone has posted, I do feel kind of (read: KIND OF) lame about this whole post. I just felt really bad and hostile last night. A few choice people may have slipped my mind. I still stand by everything I said, though, and that's exactly what I need to start doing more often.
Ah, ok. That makes sense, just wanted to clarify. It didn't make much sense to me that you would be on a soapbox ragging on people for things you do yourself, but I guess I see your side.
As for everything else everyone has posted, I do feel kind of (read: KIND OF) lame about this whole post. I just felt really bad and hostile last night. A few choice people may have slipped my mind. I still stand by everything I said, though, and that's exactly what I need to start doing more often.
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Continue soapboxing at your leisure.
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