Sure, the banner may be torn and the wind's gotten colder, perhaps I've grown a little cynical...
Mannn....
It's really irritating how much I fucking hate just about everybody. I know, I know...that's a really lame thing to bring up and makes my REAL friends feel like shit, but...
gaaaaDAMN! Maybe it's just Livejournal...and school...but...I haven't heard an intelligent comment come out of someone's mouth for days. Minus Kayla, the only person I can rely on to see every day, although...we never really talk that intelligently. We just make nachos and watch movies.
It seems necessarry at this point to single out the few people I do like (a great deal).
Kayla
Alan
Ryan
Casey
Jud
I hate doing that, because it's akward (ha) having to tell people that they're not in your thoughts all the time, because people assume that you give a flying fuck about them for some reason.
Note: That isn't some juvenile "these are my official friends" list. I just wanted the people I do care about to know without a doubt that I don't mean any of this towards them. Because you're not on there doesn't mean I hate you. Renny, Lindsey, Jenna, they're all cool in my book. I just never talk to any of them.
Anyone other than that, though, equals whiny shit. Stop talking about clothes and homework and what shows are next weekend. Stop paying for things. Stop taking drugs that you can't grow yourself. Stop missing the point of movies or books, or at least stop telling people how cool they are if you don't fucking get it.
START doing things other than going to a big show and saying you support local music. START fucking working towards goals. START finding something to say to me that doesn't involve you liking (i.e. heard of before) the band that I shamelessly advertise on my overpriced tee shirt(s).
Confusion=Death
It's really irritating how much I fucking hate just about everybody. I know, I know...that's a really lame thing to bring up and makes my REAL friends feel like shit, but...
gaaaaDAMN! Maybe it's just Livejournal...and school...but...I haven't heard an intelligent comment come out of someone's mouth for days. Minus Kayla, the only person I can rely on to see every day, although...we never really talk that intelligently. We just make nachos and watch movies.
It seems necessarry at this point to single out the few people I do like (a great deal).
Kayla
Alan
Ryan
Casey
Jud
I hate doing that, because it's akward (ha) having to tell people that they're not in your thoughts all the time, because people assume that you give a flying fuck about them for some reason.
Note: That isn't some juvenile "these are my official friends" list. I just wanted the people I do care about to know without a doubt that I don't mean any of this towards them. Because you're not on there doesn't mean I hate you. Renny, Lindsey, Jenna, they're all cool in my book. I just never talk to any of them.
Anyone other than that, though, equals whiny shit. Stop talking about clothes and homework and what shows are next weekend. Stop paying for things. Stop taking drugs that you can't grow yourself. Stop missing the point of movies or books, or at least stop telling people how cool they are if you don't fucking get it.
START doing things other than going to a big show and saying you support local music. START fucking working towards goals. START finding something to say to me that doesn't involve you liking (i.e. heard of before) the band that I shamelessly advertise on my overpriced tee shirt(s).
Confusion=Death