lessons learned....or not....
Dearest Amanda,
Why do you set yourself up for disappointment all the time? When will you realize that you are not perfect, you can not win everything, you can not make everyone love you, and you will never be better than the world? You are not going to "win" back old love, you are not going to lose 80 pounds in a week, and you are not the smartest person in the class. Why do you expect an A if you never study or do homework? Why are you upset when your grade is not perfect? WHY?
-Manders
Today is going to be a day of change. Why I set myself up for disappointment is betond me. List of things I am going to do to make my life move a little smoother and lessen disappointment in the future:
1. Study like a madwoman (at least one hour a day)
2. Go to Accounting (Really go, not just for tests)
3. Be serious about this diet and lose weight by not only an eating fad but by working out.
4. Realize that Pete will never come around and let him live his life without me.
5. In accordance with #5, stop fooling around when there is no committment.
6. Prepare myself not only for the upcoming elections in the sorority, but prepare myself to lose as well.
7. Do not let my family orders get in the way of my everyday life.
8. Realize in class that I do not like anyone, so it should not bug me when no one likes me becaseu I don't drink, do drugs, or do whatever they do to consider themselves cool. I am better than them and I have friends outside of the mortuary science program, unlike them.
9. Not let petty little things said about me bug me.
10. When making plans with someone, understand that they could be cancelled at anytime without me knowing it and it is not the end of the world.
Ten steps to a better life. Starting today.
Plan for today:
1. Chem Class
2. Work Out
3. Chem Lab
4. Stop at Work
5. Pick up Drycleaning
6. Turn in old apartment keys
7. Shop
8. Study
9. Panhel meeting
10. Sorority meeting
11. Go out?
Long day.....so tired.....maybe I should start going to bed before 3am and chasing after dreams that will never come true.
Weight loss city.......here i come gym.....DFD
Amanda
Why do you set yourself up for disappointment all the time? When will you realize that you are not perfect, you can not win everything, you can not make everyone love you, and you will never be better than the world? You are not going to "win" back old love, you are not going to lose 80 pounds in a week, and you are not the smartest person in the class. Why do you expect an A if you never study or do homework? Why are you upset when your grade is not perfect? WHY?
-Manders
Today is going to be a day of change. Why I set myself up for disappointment is betond me. List of things I am going to do to make my life move a little smoother and lessen disappointment in the future:
1. Study like a madwoman (at least one hour a day)
2. Go to Accounting (Really go, not just for tests)
3. Be serious about this diet and lose weight by not only an eating fad but by working out.
4. Realize that Pete will never come around and let him live his life without me.
5. In accordance with #5, stop fooling around when there is no committment.
6. Prepare myself not only for the upcoming elections in the sorority, but prepare myself to lose as well.
7. Do not let my family orders get in the way of my everyday life.
8. Realize in class that I do not like anyone, so it should not bug me when no one likes me becaseu I don't drink, do drugs, or do whatever they do to consider themselves cool. I am better than them and I have friends outside of the mortuary science program, unlike them.
9. Not let petty little things said about me bug me.
10. When making plans with someone, understand that they could be cancelled at anytime without me knowing it and it is not the end of the world.
Ten steps to a better life. Starting today.
Plan for today:
1. Chem Class
2. Work Out
3. Chem Lab
4. Stop at Work
5. Pick up Drycleaning
6. Turn in old apartment keys
7. Shop
8. Study
9. Panhel meeting
10. Sorority meeting
11. Go out?
Long day.....so tired.....maybe I should start going to bed before 3am and chasing after dreams that will never come true.
Weight loss city.......here i come gym.....DFD
Amanda