[FIC] Five Reasons Why
Title: Five Reasons Why
Fandom: DBSK
Rating: Gen
Genre: Gen
Summary: There are five reasons why.
Disclaimer: DBSK are their own persons.
Betaed by the wonderful nakasty~
Five Reasons Why
1.
Jaejoong always puts 120% of effort in all of his works. It doesn’t matter if it’s the recording for their latest album or just practicing, he does it all. (Maybe it’s because he’s afraid-afraid that if he doesn’t confirm that--YES--he can sing, he’ll lose that ability someday).
And he doesn’t want that to happen, doesn’t want to be tone deaf again or made fun of because he had always wanted to be a singer
(And maybe he just wants to prove to the world that he’s not just a pretty face and that he can sing, sing, sing.)
2.
Yunho has never been really fond of his chest-abnormally large for a man but alright on a woman. He can’t say that he’s gotten teased or bullied because of it, but that might be because he’s always hidden it (makes sure that no one sees).
So when he meets his new band mates and learns that they’ll be living together, his mind is already set so that they wouldn’t be able to find out, to notice--
(but they found out anyway).
And it is a surprise that they do not belittle him-they tease him, sure, but are fascinated, poking, prodding, and pushing his chest-it’s awkward but Yunho realizes that they’ve accepted all of him (and he can say this with certainty.)
3.
Yoochun spends most of his free time composing music because there’s this eternal melody in his head (it plays over and over and over) and he wants to share it (share it with the world).
So he tries to pen it down, tries to copy the exact melody, tries to figure out the notes, but there’s so much going on (it drives him crazy sometimes; sometimes, he has to go and listen to Jaejoong or Junsu singing to get rid of it)
The melody is never-ending and untamable (but he still tries and tries) because it’s a beautiful song (and he doesn’t want to let it go without a fight.)
4.
Junsu has always been self-conscious of his voice. It’s high-pitched, squeaky. So at school, he never talks, just smiles (he’s earned himself a reputation as the handsome, quiet soccer kid)--he smiles and smiles and smiles.
But then he discovers music and he learns that he can sing. As a trainee, he slowly learns to accept his voice (and he finds that, maybe, he just wanted to be noticed but was too afraid, afraid of a laugh-a scoff)
--it rings and rings and it’s clear and true-his voice--
His voice breaks, he screams, he cries, he curses, and he goes up to the rooftops and he’ll screams different notes until he is satisfied (once, he nearly cursed his God).
It isn’t until that point that he’s realized how much he loves to sing and when he gets his voice back, he cries of happiness. He sings and sings and thanks his God for allowing what he loves.
(he’s never told anyone this)
5.
Changmin likes food. It’s no secret that he-may, in fact-love food more than anyone can know. But he loves eating with anyone (because it reminds him of his family-
Of how they’d sit together every night for dinner because that was the only time they could bond-mom and dad were at work and he and his sister, at school-and they’d eat and joke and laugh)
And he finds that he really loves that
Eating with his band mates is like that-they aren’t related biologically but it feels like they’ve known each other since birth-
(Jaejoong’s the mother, trying to feed and take care of everyone, Yunho’s the father, asking about how everyone’s day went and making sure everyone has their “homework” done; Junsu’s the son, asking if they can play soccer, and Yoochun is the son-in-law, mumbling something about giving up his composition time to play soccer and that he was super nice to do that)
And Changmin realizes why he loves eating so much-it reminds him of family and that’s what DBSK is to him-
--his family.
Fandom: DBSK
Rating: Gen
Genre: Gen
Summary: There are five reasons why.
Disclaimer: DBSK are their own persons.
Betaed by the wonderful nakasty~
Five Reasons Why
1.
Jaejoong always puts 120% of effort in all of his works. It doesn’t matter if it’s the recording for their latest album or just practicing, he does it all. (Maybe it’s because he’s afraid-afraid that if he doesn’t confirm that--YES--he can sing, he’ll lose that ability someday).
And he doesn’t want that to happen, doesn’t want to be tone deaf again or made fun of because he had always wanted to be a singer
(And maybe he just wants to prove to the world that he’s not just a pretty face and that he can sing, sing, sing.)
2.
Yunho has never been really fond of his chest-abnormally large for a man but alright on a woman. He can’t say that he’s gotten teased or bullied because of it, but that might be because he’s always hidden it (makes sure that no one sees).
So when he meets his new band mates and learns that they’ll be living together, his mind is already set so that they wouldn’t be able to find out, to notice--
(but they found out anyway).
And it is a surprise that they do not belittle him-they tease him, sure, but are fascinated, poking, prodding, and pushing his chest-it’s awkward but Yunho realizes that they’ve accepted all of him (and he can say this with certainty.)
3.
Yoochun spends most of his free time composing music because there’s this eternal melody in his head (it plays over and over and over) and he wants to share it (share it with the world).
So he tries to pen it down, tries to copy the exact melody, tries to figure out the notes, but there’s so much going on (it drives him crazy sometimes; sometimes, he has to go and listen to Jaejoong or Junsu singing to get rid of it)
The melody is never-ending and untamable (but he still tries and tries) because it’s a beautiful song (and he doesn’t want to let it go without a fight.)
4.
Junsu has always been self-conscious of his voice. It’s high-pitched, squeaky. So at school, he never talks, just smiles (he’s earned himself a reputation as the handsome, quiet soccer kid)--he smiles and smiles and smiles.
But then he discovers music and he learns that he can sing. As a trainee, he slowly learns to accept his voice (and he finds that, maybe, he just wanted to be noticed but was too afraid, afraid of a laugh-a scoff)
--it rings and rings and it’s clear and true-his voice--
His voice breaks, he screams, he cries, he curses, and he goes up to the rooftops and he’ll screams different notes until he is satisfied (once, he nearly cursed his God).
It isn’t until that point that he’s realized how much he loves to sing and when he gets his voice back, he cries of happiness. He sings and sings and thanks his God for allowing what he loves.
(he’s never told anyone this)
5.
Changmin likes food. It’s no secret that he-may, in fact-love food more than anyone can know. But he loves eating with anyone (because it reminds him of his family-
Of how they’d sit together every night for dinner because that was the only time they could bond-mom and dad were at work and he and his sister, at school-and they’d eat and joke and laugh)
And he finds that he really loves that
Eating with his band mates is like that-they aren’t related biologically but it feels like they’ve known each other since birth-
(Jaejoong’s the mother, trying to feed and take care of everyone, Yunho’s the father, asking about how everyone’s day went and making sure everyone has their “homework” done; Junsu’s the son, asking if they can play soccer, and Yoochun is the son-in-law, mumbling something about giving up his composition time to play soccer and that he was super nice to do that)
And Changmin realizes why he loves eating so much-it reminds him of family and that’s what DBSK is to him-
--his family.