Apr 02, 2012 00:52
Sitting here frozen. This is why I need serious accountability. Forcing myself to write up my schedule for this month, subject to adjustment as I figure out logistics (mainly that I may end up having to switch houses partway through the day on my days where I don't work).
7:50 am - alarm goes off, take levothyroxine, hit snooze button
8 am - alarm goes off second time, roll out of bed, make sure I have clothes on, walk Nellie
8:15 am - take shower on shower days, tidy room on non-shower days
8:30 am - eat breakfast, putz on internet, sync podcasts, brush teeth
9 am - get dressed for realz, comb and put up hair
9:15 am - prepare lunch/dinner, make sure I'm prepared for the day
9:45 am - leave for Liz and Jeanne's
10 am - 11:45 am - accounting
12 pm - 2 pm - management
2 pm - 2:30 pm - lunch
***
2:30 pm - leave for work
OR
2:30 pm - 4:15 pm - accounting
4:30 pm - 6:30 pm - Excel
6:30 pm - 7 pm - dinner
7 pm - 9:45 pm - accounting
10 pm - 11:45 pm - management
11:45 - go home
***
12-7:50 - brush teeth, prepare for next morning, putz on internet, sleep
On days where I have work, I'll have to wrap up 30 minutes before I start work. Maybe an hour early and eat lunch first? Or head out to to work an hour early and eat at work so I won't be five minutes late like I usually am? I also need to figure out if I expect myself to study through my meals. I suppose since it's partly wrapped into my 15 minute breaks, I should allow myself to just relax.
You know what? It's after midnight. I don't care if I'm not tired enough to sleep yet, I need to find away to just relax and think of this as my putz time. Well, that and brush my teeth/prepare for tomorrow. And I guess writing this schedule out is part of that preparation.
Gah, so much anxiety right now. 深呼吸、深呼吸。 Ugh, I wish I could start going over to L&J's tomorrow rather than waiting until they're ready...
ETA: As long as I'll be getting up at 8 am every day, I should probably go to Meeting on Sundays as well. Would be a good chance to decompress from the stress of the week and generally evaluate my priorities and how things are going.
overwhelmed,
school,
anxiety,
to-do,
i am strong