Hajimete in Tokyo
Nowadays i'm really hyper uber excited about my Tokyo trip. One of my best friend moved Chiba one week ago and i will visit her in january. I even bought my ticket. I just can't wait for the day. I've started to plan the things i want to do there and even i was shocked the number of the things i want to do when i get there. But the main thing i want to do is watching Kanjani8 live. I'm checking for concert schedule everyday at Johnny's official website but unfortunately it looks like they haven't decided for january events. Ahhhh, i pray everyday to be lucky enough to watch them live. They are really sweet, funny, i love their music. Nowadays i just listen Kanjani8 and Ryo solos. I watch Kanjani8 and Ryo videos. If i'm lucky i find videos with subtitles. At first i thought there wouldn't be so many Eito lovers but when i came across that so many fans were out there i just felt happy. So many people support my lovely favorite J-band. It's refreshing to know that.
One week ago, i read that Ryo had some different behaviors towards women. Biting and kicking them out of car etc. At first i was shocked and i couldn't just know what to think. And then i remembered that i also did some awful things to people around me and i calmed down. He is also human. He may do some bad things but who doesn't sometimes. So i've kept loving him. I'm sorry Sakurai Sho, i thought you would be the one and only for me to love but you're too perfect that i think i just can't reach you. But Ryo, i love him because we both don't need to be perfect. We're happy as what we are. We'll continue being who we really are. Arashi and Sho will always have a special place in my heart but they won't be like what Kanjani8 is to me. One of my elders once told me that, the person perfect for you is the one you'll feel completed when you meet. Maybe i'm exaggerating this. I don't know. Everything that happened in my life had a reason till today. For example, i was trying to go abroad for 3 years but there were always last minute problems. And i understand now why there were problems. My first time abroad will be in Japan, the country of my 2.5 years long dreams and that will make my trip even more precious.
It would be really good to be looked at by him with that face =)))
If my life leads me where i want to reach, i will be with Ryo. I can't wait to see whether it will become true or not.
Until that time, i should improve my Japanese more and more. But gladly i can say that i'm not that bad even now =))