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I'm really into Nishikido Ryo nowadays. The big love between me and Sakurai Sho has ended.
The sad face of Sho when i told him that i wanted to break up :P
I don't know why. Maybe i just didn't find time to refresh my love with imaginations. The only thing i know while i was watching VS Arashi i saw Ryo-kun smiling and i said to myself that's it. I think men should smile gorgeously or i like the guys who smile gorgeously. Both are same for me =)) I made a search about Ryo-kun and the things i've found were really interesting. We have lots of things in common. Sharp tounge, but still kind, a little shy, almost same music taste, point of view in friendships and family etc. Maybe i'm just making up but i really really really want to meet Ryo-kun. Ahhh, i just feel like betraying Arashi. I do still love them. But you know falling in love is a different issue,ne =))
How can someone resist this smile =))))
Ahhh i'm really tired. I should have slept 6 hours ago because i need to catch the shuffle for the work at 7 am and i will be awake whole day. First i need to go to work and than after work i need to go to Japanese course. I will be back home around 10 pm. But i could'nt sleep, i don't want to sleep because i was reading Ryo-kun's blog and couldn't stop downloading videos of him. I'm just like the other fans, ne ;)
Btw i really really really loved the duet of Ryo-kun and Saito-san: Utautai no Ballad. Such a nice music, such a nice song. Last night i fell a sleep watching video of this song and the last thing i saw was the adorable face of Ryo-kun. Thanks to that i really slept well =))
I need to get ready now. I haven't write for a long time and this time i just want to write write and write. If i had time i wouldn't want to write, but this time because i don't have any i just want to write. Complex feelings,ne.
Ryo-kun, if we meet one day please smile me with all your might, ok? Watashi mo ganbarimasuyou.