Title : Chance
Pairing : YamaJima , TakaYama
Rating : PG 13
Genre : Angst , Romance
Warning : BOYxBOY
Summary : He let him go once and now he won't let it happen again.
AN : Blue is Yuto's POV
I saw you again, sitting alone at the park, waiting for him. The sky is getting dark yet you got no intention to move from that place. I glance at my watch. It's already 30minutes past 4pm. Aren't you tired? You've been waiting for that guy since this morning. You doesn't even have your lunch yet!
You stares the sky with your sad eyes. I saw your tears flowed down your chubby cheeks once again. Aren't you tired crying for someone like that guy? You don't deserve that jerk.
I clench my fist as I saw you cry silently yet lugubrious. The rain start to pour and you, remain on your seat crying endlessly. I drag myself to you but just in a few more step you suddenly stop crying and took out you phone. A smile lines on your face and you answered the call.
"Yuya! Are you-"
You talked happily. Not even a minute the smile had disappear from you face. It was then a fake smile shown.
"It's okay..I'm on my way back now."
You're lying. You never leave this place since this morning.
"Okay...I love you.."
With that you ended the call. Staring at you phone for awhile, your hands start to shivering. And your cries continued as you walked away from the place.
I hate myself. I should hug and kiss you before you go. I should tell you to leave the jerk and be with me. But I'm a coward. I'm just a coward guy that pretend to be your friend.
I made my step to the my home as I saw you walked away. It was then, my phone rang. I saw your name on it. A long sighs escape from my mouth before I answer it.
"Yama-chan!..what's up?" I faked my cheerful voice.
Silence.
"Yama-chan?" I called your name once again.
Silence until a hoarse voice were heard.
"Y-yuto..."
I seat near my bed and keep on staring at you pale face. You chest move up and downwards as you breathing. You eyes swollen and there's still a track on tears on your cheek. My hand unconsciously trace you on your pale face.
"Do you really love him?" I whispered to you.
"...Yuya...."
I heard you mumbled his name. You do love him not only in reality but also your dream.
"..no..."
I saw you body started to shiver. Cold sweat flowed from your face. My heart aching went I saw it. Gently, I held you hand and brought it closer to my cheek. Your having a bad dream I guess.
I woke up alone by the next morning. I guess you've left earlier without telling me. Though it's hard for me to think about it but I still understand it. I'm nothing but only your crying shoulder.
I walked alone on the hallway. My head hurts a bit. Probably because I'm exposed with the rain yesterday. As I enter the class, my eyes started to moved all over the place and it stop perfect at you seat. You were staring out side the window.
"Yo! " I greet you as I walked to my seat, behind yours.
You snapped from your thought and facing me at once.
"Hi.." You smiled.
"Why didn't you wake me up when you're going home?" I asked while pouting my lips. My eyes caught your nervous face. It must have something related with the brunette guy.
"I-I just thought you're tired..so I guess I won't disturb your sleep.."
You cracked a nervous smile.
"Souka....well then its okay.." I smile.
I lied. It's not okay. I know that's not the reason.
Why do we both need to lied on each other?
The time had past and the school hour had ended. Student start to leave the room one by one until we're the only person left. I was just going to ask you to go home with me but then you suddenly stood up.
"Are you going home now?"
I asked nonetheless. There's something indescribable on your face expression. You seems...worried.
"Y-yeah..I'm g-going with Yuya..."
You told at once.
"Oh...."
I nodded my head.
"ma...I guess I'll be going home alone then.."
I smiled. Stupid me!
You smile apologetic and bit me goodbye before leave the classroom.
I know I should stop thinking about this, but there something telling me that you're troubled. Too much thinking about you, I didn't even realize that the floor is slippery and it made me to fall down.
I stares at my dirtied uniform before released a groan.
I washed my hands and splash the running water to my face.
"Nakajima Yuto...you're pathetic!"
I talked to myself as I stares my face on the mirror. It was then I heard someone talking. I don't really mind about it though but there's one thing that makes me want to hear it. I took my bag with me and hiding inside one of the cubicle to eavesdrop.
"Did he really say that??"
"Who? Takaki? off course you dumbass! That guy never took his words back when he said it."
"Who's the pity boy again?"
"Ya-yamada Ryosuke? Something like that I guess."
"Yamada?? That pretty guy from 2D?? Dude! That Takaki is totally an asshole!'
"Yeah..and guess what.."
"What?"
"That asshole is going to fuck that pretty guy today."
"Are you serious??! That ass-"
I had enough of it. Using my long legs, I kicked the door to open it and the shocked all of them. There were three of them an all from the same year as mine. I grabbed one of them and pushed him to the wall. The other two keep their mouth shut. Who would dare to fight against a black belt holder like me.
"Spit the shit out or you'll stop breathing."
It didn't take a minute for the scumbag to thinking. He told everything include where that brunette bastard had took Ryosuke. Wasting no more time I exited the rest room and locked the three scumbag inside the room.
Ryosuke were shivering since he hop into Takaki's vehicle. The brunette guy often give him uncomfortable gaze and smile. Both of them headed to Takaki's apartment. It's his third time went to the latter place. Before this, he came to the place to do some study and school work. But today, it was different. Ryosuke thought that the older will sent him back home but to his surprise, the latter suddenly change his plan and drive to his apartment.
A knock snap his thought back to reality. He stares out side the window and saw his boyfriend annoyed face.
"Are you going to sit there and making me to wait like a stupid person?"
Ryosuke shrugged his head and quickly went out from the vehicle. A smile lines on Takaki face. He pull Ryosuke closer to him and place his arm on the younger shoulder. Ryosuke keep his head down as his clutch on his bag tightly. They entered the lift alone. Nothing was happen at first since there's a few people came together with them. But as soon as they reach the third floor, all of the people exited the cubicle leaving only Ryosuke alone with Takaki.
Nervous start to filled his mind as Takaki's hand move to trace his cheek. Ryosuke flinched and took a step away from the person.
"Don't move away from me.!" The older grabbed Ryosuke's hand harshly. He then push the shorter against the wall and then trapped the poor guy with both his hands. Ryosuke keep his head down and his hands worked on to push the older body away from him. A strong hand grasp on his jaw had force him to face his boyfriend's face. Ryosuke tightly close his eyes as Takaki forcefully claim his lips. His clench his fist on the older chest as the kisses went deeper and rougher since Takaki hands start to roamed all over the young body.
All the Ryosuke want it to push the latter away from himself and it seems like his wish being fullfilled. The lift door were open and Takaki had to break the kiss. Unsatify is clearly shown on his face as he walked out from the lift dragging Ryosuke with him.
Yuto pedal his bicycle faster and headed to Takaki's place. He need to be hurry before something bad happen. He blamed himself for not noticing the older expression. He should've had stop Ryosuke from going with Takaki.
Sweat was all over his face as he reach the tall buildling. He ran to the lift and continuosly press the button but it never work. Choosing other decision, Yuto used the stairway. He remember that Ryosuke had told him before that Takaki live on the 6th floor. WIth all his energy, he run to save his only love.
The door were closed and Ryosuke was standing five steps away from Takaki stand.
"W-what are we d-doing here?" He asked. Fear start to strike his mind. He's alone with Takaki once again and this time at Takaki's bedroom.
"Ne..Ryo-chan..do you love me?" Takaki talked while slowly loosen his tie. He move a step forward and removed his blazer from his body before throw it to the floor.
"O-off c-course..I...I love you" He replied nervously while taking a few step aback.
"..Then..can you prove it to me?"
The older stop his track and smile to Ryosuke.
The smile caused Ryosuke become more scared. There's something on Takaki eyes and it's all lust.
"Wh-what do you mean? H-how can I prove it?"
Takaki smirked mischievously quickly moved toward the pretty guy. Ryosuke tried to dodge from being caught but the latter but Takaki had moved faster than he thought. The older caught his wrist and drag him down to the soft bed.
"Y-Yuya.!"
With his back facing Takaki, he felt the latter lips landed on his neck.
"S-stop! Y-yuya..!"
Takaki ignore the voice and turn Ryosuke body to face him. WIthout wasting his time, his mouth travelled to the younger neck, kissing and sucking every single part until red marks appears.
"NO! STOP!"
His school uniform were now half open. The bed messed as Ryosuke still struggling to released himself from the lust Takaki. The other guy whose busy pleasuring himself start to get annoyed with Ryosuke. Ingoring the fact that Ryosuke is his boyfriend, Takaki lift up his hand and slap the chubby cheek.
"Will you shut up and let me do my works?!"
Tears flowed down. Then room filled with his whimper and begging voice to stop his brunette haired boyfriend act. Before he manage to remove Ryosuke white uniform, a loud sound were heard outside the bedroom. Takaki stop his move for awhile. A few second later another loud sound were heard. The bedroom were knocked loudly by someone.
"OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR OR I'LL BREAK IT YOU BASTARD!"
Ryosuke eyes were wide as he heard the voice. He feel so relief a s he heard Yuto's voice.
"YUTO!" He screamed.
Yuto at the other side were panting hardly as he knocked the door. He then heard Ryosuke's voice inside the room. The latter voice were scared and Yuto can feel that Ryosuke is crying.
"OPEN THIS DOOR TAKAKI!!"
"You are such a burden!! I'll let you meet you friend once I'm done with your body!" The brunette barked on Ryosuke. His hand started to ripped Ryosuke clothes and expose the latter body.
"NO!!!!!"
Before he manage to pleasure himself, the door suddenly falldown. Yuto entered the room and grab the brunette guy away from Ryosuke. He throw a punch and kicked the older angrily. He grab Takaki's hair and pointed his finger the the limp person.
"You'll die in a prison!"
He release his grip and went to the other person. Ryosuke was seating at the corner of the room while clutching on his ripped clothes. Yuto squatted down and cover the expose figure with his blazer.
"Hush...it's okay..I'll sent you home.."
Tears continuosly flowed down his face. Yuto can feel the trembling body of Ryosuke. He carry the scared person out from the place. People that live at the floor were gather in front the door. All of them then move aside as Yuto walked out.
He stopped and faced the people.
"If one of you is still a human you should've call the police and put that bastard in to jail."
I was going to sent you back home after all the things that happen to you. But you refuse to go home at that time. You're worry about what you family might thinking. So, I decide to brought you to my home instead. Mom were shocked as he saw Ryosuke's state. I didn't tell her directly that time.
So here you are now. Laying on my bed. I stroke you brown hair softly. There's still a soft sob coming from you. I can see you're still shivering. Anger start to hit myself as I saw few red marks on your neck. Tears escape from your closed eyes. I sighs and pull the blanket to cover your body. My hand hold on your hand firmly.
The door were opened and I saw my mom face. She's worry.
"Yuto..I think we should tell this to Ryosuke's family..." She talked and I nodded my head. A heavy sighs were released from her before he walked away.
I was about to leave my room but then I feel a strong grip on my hand. I turn my head to you. You're awake. Your eyes shows that you're scared not to menton your shivered hands.
"D-don't leave me....please." you begged.
I seat at the edge of the bed and trace your face gently.
"I need to call you parents Ryosuke..They need to know your wherebout.."
You remain silent. As I stood up, a pair of arms wrapped on my waist.
"P-please...stay...I...I'm scared.."
Soon, I heard your crying voice. Your tears wet my clothes. I moved my hands and hold on you arms before gently lossen it. I turn my body to face you and you're lowering you face.
"It's okay..It's over now...I won't leave you, Ryosuke..." I talked while pulled you in to my embrace.
I kissed your hair and stroke it gently. Suddenly I got ta huge courage to say that three words to you.
"I love you, Ryosuke..."
You remain silent yet you never release the hug. I should not worsen the situation. I know you're still scared about what had happen. At the time I was going to apologize and take back those three words, your weak and low voice stop me.
"Thank you...Yuto.."
And you cried once again. Deep inside my heart I feel so happy. Though you never say out your answer, I still believe that I might have a chance to be with you and I won't let the chance slipped away again.
-end-
AN:
- Posting an old fic. I write this a long time ago~ lols
- I made Yuya as a bad boy!!! (being killed by yuya's fans) but I love him being a jerk xD not with dai-chan though~ lol
- I'm too lazy to re-read and fixed any typos or grammar mistake. xD so..bear with it~ (slapped)
- COMMENT ARE LOVE :D