YamaJima Part IV
Title : Love Lust and Loss
Pairing : YamaJima , Chiitaro
Rating : PG 13
Genre : Angst , Romance
Summary : Life is not easy so do love.
Warning : BOYxBOY
AN:- Ryutaro have a same age with Chinen
Part I | Part II | Part III
The door opens and a man in white clothes with blue mask walked out from the room. Yuto whose stand leaning against the wall quickly compose himself.
He walk towards the man and grabbed his arms. “How’s Ryosuke??” He asked-worriedly.
“We manage to do the surgery but he will be under intensive care unit. We need to wait until he gain his conscious. He lost too much of blood due to the accident.” The doctor told him before continue his work.
Right after he got a call, and the person told him about Ryosuke’s condition, Yuto immediately run to the mentioned hospital. When he reached the place, he was told to wait since Ryosuke was still in surgery. It took few hours from the doctor to save Ryosuke’s life since the latter loss lots of blood.
The nursed walked out from the room leaving Yuto alone with unconscious Ryosuke. Tears tracking down from his face. With his trembling hands, Yuto reach Ryosuke pale face and trace it gently. His left hand held Ryosuke’s weak hand firmly and kiss it.
“Why are you so clumsy? I’ve told you too be careful when crossing the road, deshou..”
~o~o~o~
A week had past and Yuto never stop visiting Ryosuke. The latter still haven’t gained his conscious. The doctor had said that Ryosuke already passed his critical phase. Every day, after his work done Yuto will stay at the ward since Ryosuke already moved to the normal ward. Yuto will spend his whole night holding Ryosuke’s hand and stares the latter sleeping face.
Both of their parents still unaware with Ryosuke’s condition. Yuto haven’t told them about it since he’s sure both of their parents would do anything to separate them.
It was Sunday morning and he got an off day. Yuto woke up early and saw the sleeping figure of Ryosuke. He smile and walked towards the latter.
“Ohayo, Ryosuke...” He kissed the latter’s forehead.
Yuto then turn his body to the bathroom before he stopped and heard soft sound from his back. He turned his head to the sound.
His eyelids were moving and slowly it open.
Yuto stiffed at his stand before he manage to digest the view in front of him. Ryosuke is awake. In a split second, he held the person hands and caresses his face.
“Ryosuke..You’ve awake!”
Ryosuke recognized the voice and smiled to it. His hands moving to touch the latter face.
“S-sensei!..Sensei!” Yuto continuously called the doctor and pressed the red button. “god! Ryosuke. Do you know how worry I am! Why are you so careless!” He scolded the latter. Track of tears can be seen on his face. Happiness , worry and relieve mixed together. Yuto cupped Ryosuke face and leaned their forehead together.
It was then a question from Ryosuke stops Yuto’s words.
“Ne...Yuto...why it’s so dark here??”
“The accident had leaded him to loss his sight. Some small shards got in his eyes and it damaged his eyeballs.” The older man talked to Yuto. After Ryosuke’s awake and the doctor came into his room and do check-up on the latter, Yuto then being called to the doctor’s room. Yuto lost his words as he heard the next thing from the doctor.
“Ry-ryosuke is blind....”
The doctor released a light sighs and nodded his head. “But we still get his sight back by doing surgery. “ He give a hope to Yuto. It seems like it has worked. The younger that to brighten his face.
It was then reality hit Yuto. He had worked hard to pay Ryosuke medicals bills and not to mention the latter is staying at the hospital. Where will he get another money to pay for Ryosuke’s surgery.
Dragging his feet to Ryosuke room, Yuto then opened the door and he saw Ryosuke was sitting on the bed with red eyes. He’s crying.
“Hey..don’t cry...” He went closer to Ryosuke and thumbs the tears away. Ryosuke lift up his face to Yuto but it failed since all that he saw is just a darkness.
“I’m sorry....I-“
“Hush..it’s okay, Ryosuke...It’ll be okay soon.”
“I..It’s dark....Yuto...I’m scared...don’t leave me...” The browned haired guy hold tightly on Yuto’s hands as he buried his face on the latter’s chest.
~o~o~o~
The school bell rang. The silent hallway slowly become noisy with students. Some were talking and others were laughing.
“Ryutaro come back here!!” A short guy with a long ruler on his hand chasing a tall guy whose holding his camera up higher.
“Catch me if you can!” The guy named Ryutaro stuck out his tongue to the smaller. It caused the other guy to shows his pissed off face and fasten his short legs to chase the person. Both of them run past the teacher.
“Chinen Yuri! Morimoto Ryutaro! Stop running at hallway!!” The teacher scold but it never work since the two students already gone from her sight. Only a frown escape from her mouth. Those two never gonna listen to her words.
“Ryutaro! Sto-ARH!”
Ryutaro stopped his track and turned his head at his back. He saw the small guy laying down the floor.
“CHII!” He run towards the person and squatted down to check him. He accidentally touched the scratched area and it caused Chinen to moaned in pain.
“Ittai~!”
“You’ve hurt your elbow! And your knees!” The taller replied in worries. Chinen rolled his eyes and swatted Ryutaro’s hands away.
“Whose fault at that you think!”
“You’re the one who’s clumsy! Why can you saw that bump! For ham-chan’s sake Chii! You’ve been in this school for how long already??!!” He barked back and help the shorter to stand up. “Come on..we need to go to the infirmary room.”
Just when they reach the infirmary room, the school nurse was surprised to see Chinen with Ryutaro. It’s not because of the cut that Chinen got but she’s surprised to see the same person in three straight days.
“What is happening to you now??” She asked while helping Ryutaro to let the shorter seat on the bed.
“He got tripped and hurt his elbow and knees.” The taller among them told. Chinen can only pouted his lips and lowered his head.
“Seriously, Chinen-kun...are you trying to check either you’re made up of metal??” The nurse talked while taking the medicine to be apply on Chinen’s wounds. A loud laugh released from Ryutaro and it gets him a death glare from the chibi.
It didn’t take more than 10minutes for the nurse to finish with Chinen’s wound. She left the two students alone since the other student from first year called her saying that one of their classmate fainted.
“And now...we’re left alone~” Ryutaro voiced out after the long silence. Chinen blushed hardly as he heard it. Taking the nearest things from his hands, which it the pillow, he threw it to the taller guy face. “What??” Ryutaro asked innocently as he tried his best to hold his laughter. He just loves to see his boyfriend’s blushing face.
Ryutaro and Chinen had been together since their first year enters high-school. Both of them had known each other since their elementary school. Chinen lives few blocks before Ryutaro house. They started to get closer when Ryutaro saw Chinen playing with the swing. The latter thought that Chinen was a girl and give the person a pink daisy that he picked from his mother’s garden.
Since then both of them become in separate to each other. Ryutaro started to realize his feelings towards Chinen when both of them in Junior high school. He tried to stay away from the latter, but the more he do it, the more he realize that he loves the person. Finally on their second year at Junior high-school he decide to confess it. To his shock, both of their feelings is mutual. They’re just afraid to face it and loss each other.
A small fight never disappear from their relationship. It’s either Ryutaro whom start it or the other side. They’ll just fight over small things and the next day everything will be back just like normal.
The school hour had ended. All student walked out from the school building.
“I’ve told you right! Just get on my back and I’ll send you home. It’ll take years for us to walk with your condition right now!” Ryutaro told the chibi while holding the small arms firmly to avoid the latter to fall down.
“No! People will stares at us! I hate it..and why do I have to wear this pink jersey?!!”
“It can’t be help..you’ve ruined your school uniform and that jersey is the only clothes that the nurse have..”
“Mou..I hate it! People will think I’m a girl..!” The chibi guy pouted his lips.
Ryutaro smirked and mumble something that he shouldn’t say. “You already looked like one though..just with a flat chest..”
A loud ‘ouch’ escapes from the taller guy. Chinen had just whacked on Ryutaro’s head. “HENTAI!”
Both of them continue to walks until Ryutaro stop at one convenient shop to buy some drinks since the shorter want some. He dragged his feet faster to the shop. Chinen sighed and seat on the nearby bench.
Ryutaro entered the shop and buy two can of strawberry juices. While paying the drinks, his eyes caught his boyfriend’s favourite snack, chocolate. Smiling a bit, he took it and pay it once more before exited the shop.
By the time he left the building Chinen is nowhere to be seen. He search all over the place but he still haven’t find the latter. He took out his phone and dialled on Chinen’s number but the person didn’t answer it.
“Where are you Chii?!” He sighed in worries and keep on searching for the guy until he saw the people surrounding at the street.
“Ano..sumimasen..What happen there?” He asked one guy that past close him.
“Some kid almost got hit by a car but the kid was saved by unknown girl.” The man replied. Ryutaro released a light breathe as he got the answer. But then he remember that Chinen is wear a pink jersey and he might be mistaken as a girl. “Did the person wearing pink jersey?!” He asked once again.
“Yeah..”
Ignoring the confused guy, Ryutaro run to the crowded place. He sneak in to the crowded and stop as he manage to get at the centre of it. Laying on the rough ground with blood all over his head and some wounds all over his body, Chinen was laying unconsciously.
“YURII!!!”
He squatted down and held the unconscious person.
“SOMEONE CALL AMBULANCE!! YURI!!”
Tears start to fall down from his eyes. He touch the latter head and a blood stained on his hands. Ryutaro can heard a weak breathe from Chinen.
“HOLD YOUR SELF YURI!! DON’T GIVE UP THAT EASILY!”
~o~o~o~
The room was silent. Yuto haven’t talked anything since he enter Ryosuke’s room. The latter keep on staring outside the window with a deep thought. Realizing something is wrong with the other guy, slowly, Ryosuke roamed his hand on the bed to find the latter’s hand. After manage to hold it, he tried to touch the taller face.
“Ne..what’s wrong?”
A warm hand that touch his face caused Yuto to snapped from his deep thought. He turned his face to the brown haired guy.
“Nothing....” He smiled though the other person can’t see it.
“You’re quiet today....are you tired? you should rest...”
“I’m okay, Ryosuke. Beside I won’t leave you alone here...”
“But Yuto...”
Without his sight, Ryosuke knows that Yuto is tired. A month had past and he still can’t see anything. Ryosuke had once asked Yuto to take him home but the latter insist that he should stay at hospital. Before he manage to finish his words, the door suddenly being open.
Yuto averted his eyes to the door. In a split second he stood up from his seat. Eyes were wide open as he saw a person entered the ward. His grip on Ryosuke’s hand start to get loose as another person had entered the room.
“Yuto? What’s wrong? did someone just enter this room?”
Nothing was uttered from Yuto’s mouth. For months both he and Ryosuke had been running away and now, standing in front of them was their parents.
AN:
- ChiiTaro appearance happen a month after Ryosuke's accident.
- is this fic going to fast?? xD (whacked) I hate to write so many scene, that's why I fasten the time~ xD
- I should post this part few weeks ago..but something happen at my workplace so yeah...(bowed)
- For ChiiTaro lover...just don't kill me ;A; by the way..it's their first appearance~! :D hmm~ let's see if I want to put them on the next part...lol xD
- I'm thinking to be in hiatus for awhile..this might be one of the fic that I post before my hiatus mode is on.................but who knows I might suddenly pop out and post an update for this fic~ beside I'm still thinking about it though not really decide to do it~ lol
- anyway...COMMENT ARE LOVE :D