[Mini-series] Our precious diaries (2/?)
Second part of my nice korrabo. Ma-chan, arigaSHO <3 It was great fun to write with you!!
Title: Our Precious Diaries
Pairing: SakurAiba
Genre: Romance, angst, POV
Rating: PG-13
Authors: juchi_kazunashi and me
Beta: Our sweet friend xxdaviexx
Disclaimer: We don't own SakurAiba though we really want to...
Summary: Sho and Aiba are writing their diaries. Part II
juchi_kazunashi as Sho's POV, me as Aiba's POV
Life is beautiful! The whole situation with my monkey was solved, even though convincing Sho-chan to change his perfume was hard. He wanted so badly to be saved from Ojou-chan, so he finally agreed. He wasn’t that happy about it though because Nino was laughing at him. He is easily manipulated by me… and I can make him do anything I want… Mean! But that’s just Nino! Sneaky little brat!
Meanwhile… I am worried that I won’t have much time for Sho now. I’m starting a new drama; I will have promotion appearances and many photo shoots. I had some already and I will have a lot more… I like them, even if sometimes they ask me to pose in funny ways. I’ve been told that I look sexy in between shots… Me? Sexy?! No way! Sho-chan is sexy… Those AnAn photos were just… Nose-bleeding… And me? Aiba Masaki? I can only look a bit handsome when I try…
A few days ago, I had a strange day. A staff member walked toward me and said that she had seen my pictures in one of the magazines and thought that I looked really handsome… She asked me to go out with her… What a direct person! Of course, I said no, but she kept asking me over and over again for an entire day… So, I agreed just to have some peace of mind… We went for a coffee during lunch break today. The most interesting thing was her behavior… She was touching her hair and licking her lips… What could that mean? I’m confused. >.<
And, I have to tell Sho-chan about this… I don’t want to have any secrets. And, maybe he will tell me why she is acting this way?
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It has been almost a week since I’ve last seen Masaki around. However, I have ZERO besides our variety shows, commercials, singles, and albums… and many other things, so I had to work even harder and try to get him somewhat out of my mind in order to properly focus on my report.
After ZERO ended, my cellphone immediately rang. "Could that be Masaki?" I asked myself, and then answered it to find out that it was in fact him.
"Yes, Masaki?" I replied happily. "It has been a while! How are things going there, in your drama filming? How are things going with you?"
"Things are going great, Sho-chan!" He said with a cheerful tone. "But, I have a little problem…" He lowered his voice a bit.
"Eh? What happened, Masaki?" I was surprised to hear that tone of voice. This is not good.
"The staff members say that I am sexy." He sounded confused.
"So? Isn't that great, Masaki!? You have your good assets, too!" I was really happy to hear that.
"Iie… At first, I could not believe that." He sounded a bit disappointed here.
"Why is that, Masaki? Believe it!"
"No… I mean… my sexiness… has paid off." He was really disappointed.
"Paid off!? What do you mean!?" I got surprised.
"There is a staff member who asked me to go out."
"And that staff member is…"
"…a woman."
"What!?" My eyes widened then.
"What should I do, Sho-chan? And she acts weird too." He sounded scared.
"How does she act?" I was still in astonishment mode.
"She touches her hair and licks her lips."
"Hmm~." I lowered my voice here. "This could be because she… really likes you."
"Likes me!? For what!?" He got panicked. "But, Sho-chan, I have you!"
"I am a man! Men do not go out with each other on a date!" I was having a serious voice when I said that. "She likes you and wants to make out with you. That is why she acts like this."
"But, Sho-chan…!" He sounded so afraid and panicked.
"She really likes you, Aiba-san. Go and have fun with her or she will be disappointed."
And with those words, I hung up with Masaki and walked home. I did not want to end it like this with him, but I got jealous and did not want to tell him that. I was trying to hold my frustration inside, but my inner self could not take it anymore, so my tears started to flow.
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Sho-chan told me to go with that girl on a date. That’s not good, not at all!! But, if I don’t go, she will be hurt… And, I don’t like to hurt people…
The next day, I dressed myself nicely and, during lunch break, I went to that coffee shop, where I was supposed to meet with her just then. I bought one sunflower… Don’t know why though; I just thought that it would be nice to give it to her. It IS a date… A date?? I thought that I would only date Sho… My heart was pierced by little traces of pain whenever I thought about him. Is it really OK to do this?
She was… pretty! She had a yellow dress and her hair was tied up in a bun. When I gave her the flower, she smiled. I was a bit afraid that somebody could see us and, God forbid, take a picture… That would be awful! She said that it would be OK because we were only enjoying lunch break together with the presence of other staff members who were around the area. It was true, so I relaxed a bit. She tried to move closer to me every time she could, but I think that it showed that I didn’t like it. I didn’t feel comfortable sitting there. All I could think of was Sho-chan. That ‘date’ would be over soon, so I wanted to leave, but she grabbed my wrist and asked me if I could go back with her. She was holding on to me really tightly… And, we were heading back to the studio. I was silent because I really wanted to see Sho-chan and hold him. Suddenly, she kissed me on the cheek, smiled, and went inside the studio. SHE KISSED ME!!! I was standing there, touching my cheek in shock when I noticed Sho-chan. He was as astonished as I was, maybe more, because he just turned around and walked away. I hope he isn’t mad at me… I didn’t even want to go on a date with another person in the first place!!! That’s it! No more dates with anyone except Sho!!!
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After I saw that woman kissing Masaki on the cheek in the studio, I gradually took myself back and went away. I hope he did not notice me running away! My heart was still aching, but... This is a girl we are talking about! I cannot stop her from liking Masaki!
I kept fighting my own emotions. "Stupid self! You are a man and Masaki is a man also! Do not go for it!" I was thinking inside of me. "Let him be with that girl. She deserves him after all."
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Is it bad again? Sho has been avoiding me lately… Is it because of that kiss? It wasn’t my fault!
Today, I had another photo shoot… They even wanted me to unbutton my shirt! I did it but without conviction… When they showed me those pictures, I was kinda surprised. I liked them! But, I was worried at the same time. If I liked them, that girl is going to like them too. And, I don’t want that! I don’t want to go on another date!! Not with her! Sho-chan or nobody! I asked the photographer for copies of these photos. I wanted to give them to Sho-chan! Perhaps, he will say that I shouldn’t go out with that girl again? Maybe, he will fight! ARE? Did I just write ‘fight’? Sho-chan fighting for me? With that woman? What am I thinking of??!
I went to the studio to meet with Sho and hand him the pictures. Suddenly, that girl jumped out of nowhere and said, always smiling:
- “I forgot to thank you for the flower.”
- “N-no need to thank me… Sorry! I’m in a hurry,” and I tried to pass her by. But, she tried to kiss me again. And, I ran away from there, straight to the dressing room, where Sho was reading his newspaper. I was breathing heavily because of the race, walked to him, and held him. That girl is scary!!
- “What happened, Masaki?” - he asked me.
- “I have something for you…” - and I gave him the pictures.
Gosh, I hope he liked them!!!
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Masaki showed me those pictures of him being with an unbuttoned shirt. "Masaki…" I was almost speechless. "You are sexy!" I looked at him in astonishment.
"No, Sho-chan! It is you who is like that!" He denied the fact.
"Do not say that, Masaki! You really are!"
"So, will you still go out with me?" He had hopes in his eyes.
"Masaki…" I was kind of confused. "You are so sexy." I told him.
"Really?" He blushed.
"But, I still think you should go out with that girl." I did not want to show him my jealousy.
"Mou, Sho-chan!" He got so mad at me and came really close to me so fast that I got astonished.
"Masaki!" I was surprised of his action and afraid that he might actually do what I was thinking he would do. "What are you doing!?" My eyes widened.
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It’s cold. No, not the weather... When I gave Sho-chan those photos, he said that they were good, but then he told me to go out with that scary girl again… I don’t want to! I want to go out with Sho! Only with him… And I held him, but he just patted me on the back twice and pushed me away gently. Isn’t he jealous? A horrible thought came into mind… He doesn’t love me anymore… I asked him about that, but he made such a surprised and scary face…
“How could you ask me something like that?!” - he got mad. But, what should I think when he is acting this way? I pouted and went out of the studio. He wants me to date that girl? Fine… I will date her! Maybe, he will show me that warmth he once had toward me… I pulled out my cell phone and dialed the number she had given to me earlier. I asked her out in front of Sho-chan. My heart incredibly ached, but I really wanted to make sure that he still loved me. When I hung up, he was quiet and just looked at me with those sad eyes… SAD??!! So, he is jealous?? Or, maybe it’s just my imagination??
Later that night, I asked Sho-chan to come to my house, and he came… He didn’t even want to hug me… Now, I regret asking that girl out…
Sho-chan… Let it be like it used to be... before this stupid situation ever started with her…
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"What do you want, Masaki?" I asked him after I sat down on a couch in his house.
"I only want you, Sho-chan!" He pointed at me directly!
"Whoa! Me!? Told you I am a man already! We should not do this together!" I sounded like I was scolding him.
"Sho-chan! She made out with me!" He came immediately toward me and hugged me tight.
"Huh!? Already!?" My eyes were widened as I saw him like that. "And, you responded to her?"
"Of course not, Sho-chan!" Tears started pouring out of his eyes. "I kept avoiding her because I was thinking about you all the time." And, here comes the crybaby Masaki.
I was thinking that the whole time. Did he really abandon her just to stay with me? And, that poor girl? How was she feeling now? Crushed, I bet! Yeah, I was jealous, but not to the extent that I would like other people to get hurt because of my jealousy.
I tightened the hug on Masaki then, leaning my head on his shoulder, allowing his face to be buried inside my chest which has a fast-beating heart inside of it.
"Do not cry, Masaki." I patted his head gently. "I'm sure that that girl will understand and will find another fine man for her. Right now, you are my precious person."
Masaki was still crying. "You really were thinking of me, Masaki dear?" I said after a moment of silence passed between us.
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I’ve never smiled so much in my entire life!!! On that evening, when Sho-chan came to my apartment, he held me! At last! I know that he loves me. Not that I didn’t know before, but… When he told me to date that girl, I was scared. And, that fear made all my trust go away… I was blinded by it! But not anymore! I know that Sho still has feelings for me, and that’s the most important thing!
I am a bad person though… I think that I hurt that poor girl… I wanted to talk to her and apologize properly, but she was sick and had not reported to work for a few days. I was crushed a bit by that, but it’s normal, ne? I made someone suffer…
Meanwhile, she came back to work, and she was acting surprisingly normal. She said ‘hi’ to me and even winked… SHE WINKED AT ME!!! What does it mean? I was so confused! Then, during lunch break, she came and told me that she wanted to talk to me in private. All Arashi members heard that, and Jun even started to whistle… I agreed to the conversation as a means to properly apologize… But, she wanted to go out again! She said that, after watching my unbuttoned shirt photos, she liked me even more… Yada!!! I don’t want that… So, I told her that it was impossible… She got mad. Not sad, but really angry! She even hit the wall behind me with her fist! So scary!! And, finally, she said that she’d be waiting for me at 10 p.m. near Tokyo Tower tomorrow. 10 P.M.! That late!!! And, after saying that, she left and didn’t let me answer… What should I do???!
Sho-chan, tasukete!!!
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"Sho-chan, tasukete!!!" That was the first thing I heard from Masaki when he called me on my cellphone. I rushed to him to see what had happened.
"Sho-chan, that girl is really scary!" He said as soon as he saw me and held me so tight.
"Calm down, Masaki. What happened?" I patted on his shoulder to comfort him. He was strongly shivering.
"She wants to meet me near Tokyo Tower now." He was panting.
"Now? It is near 10 p.m., Masaki!" I was checking my watch then.
"I do not know! I think that she wants to get revenge on me for what I did to her." He strengthened the hug even tighter, so much that I could feel my ribs breaking!
"Easy, Masaki! You will break my ribs this way!" I held his arms to try to loosen his grip.
"Sorry, Sho-chan!" He loosened the hug a little. "What should we do?" He was so scared that he could cry.
"I think that I should hide somewhere and watch over you two. And, if something bad happens, I will definitely come to your rescue!" And, with those words, I calmed him down and went somewhere to hide.
She finally came. Let the game begin! I kept on watching her slowly. If she even tries to lay a finger on my dear Masaki… Oh, she will be doomed, for sure!
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My heart was still beating like crazy! It was scary and horrible, but Sho-chan was near, so I could calm down…
I came near Tokyo Tower, and I looked around. She was standing there and waiting impatiently… I still shiver when I remember her look… It was scary! I asked her why she had picked up such a late hour to meet. She smiled and said that, since it was dark, the possibility of someone recognizing me would be smaller. Then, she asked me to go with her… I didn’t want to because Sho-chan wouldn’t be able follow us. She started to cry, and I didn’t know what to do. I shouldn’t have come here in the first place! I tried to calm her down, but she suddenly threw herself at me and hugged me, still crying. I didn’t want to touch her, so I just patted her on the back twice while trying to push her away gently, but she was like an octopus! She didn’t want to let me go! Even worse! She grabbed my wrist and pulled me in an unknown direction. I couldn’t fight with a woman, so I just hoped that Sho-chan was following us.
A few minutes later, she stopped and told me that, if I kissed her, she would leave me alone and never talk to me again. My eyes opened wider. What? Kiss? Someone other than Sho-chan? KISS?? No way! That’s it!
‘I won’t kiss you!!!’ - I said. She cried a bit. But, when I repeated it, she suddenly calmed down. She came closer and tried to kiss me, but I moved away and apparently tripped over something because I fell and hit my head a bit.
Then, I saw Sho-chan who luckily followed us. At that moment, I just focused on my hurting head, so I don’t really know what happened… I think that I bled a bit… But, maybe, it was just a mud? It was dark! Anyway… I don’t know what happened between them and what Sho-chan told her…
Gosh, my head still hurts a bit…
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"Masaki, are you okay?" I asked him in a soft tone of voice after the girl had left.
"I think so, Sho-chan." He was rubbing his head. "What happened to that girl?"
"She understood the situation, thank goodness." I held him in order for him to stand up. "Now, forget about her and let me see your head just to check if there is anything wrong."
I started to examine Masaki's head. Gosh! I was so afraid that he could be bleeding! Luckily, there was just a little amount of blood with a small bruise. I walked Masaki all the way back home.
"It will be okay, Masaki." I was patting his shoulder. "There is just a small amount of blood and a small bruise, but I can take care of it, so do not be afraid." I smiled at him.
We reached my house. Masaki was a bit dizzy, so I laid him on the bed in my bedroom. I started to wrap a bandage on his head, put a cold, wet little towel on his forehead and told him to get some rest.
Now, I am sitting beside him on the bed, looking at his cute, sleepy face and his wrapped head, hoping that he will be okay. Lastly, I found myself falling asleep beside him, holding his hand tight because I was so worried.
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I woke up. My head hurt a bit, but it was nothing. Sho-chan was beside me, sleeping like a baby. He snored twice and that made me laugh so hard that I woke him up…
‘Sorry, Sho-chan! I didn’t want to wake you up!’ I said, still laughing, because he looked like a zombie. Half-conscious, he didn’t quite understand what was going on…
‘What time is it?’ He asked.
‘It’s still early; go back to sleep. I’ll go to drink some water.’ I stood up and went to the kitchen. Of course, I had to make some noise when I tripped over my own shoes… This is no good… I’m not feeling dizzy at all, so why I am this clumsy?
I came back to the bedroom and saw Sho-chan sleeping again. He looked so cute then! His face is calm, his lips are moving a bit, and, when he has good dreams, he smiles. I don’t know how long I stood there and watched him, but he must have felt my eyes on him because he whispered:
‘Masaki, come back to bed already…’
And, I laid down next to him, cuddling and hugging him. He smells so good!
‘I love you, Sho-chan…’ I said and fell asleep.
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END OF CHAPTER TWO
tsuchi8562: Here you are with second chapter!! Hope you liked it! And this is not over yet... (OMG, I started to sing 'Anti Anti' xD )
juchi_kazunashi: And here's chapter 2! Still more to come! matte kudasai ne! <3
Title: Our Precious Diaries
Pairing: SakurAiba
Genre: Romance, angst, POV
Rating: PG-13
Authors: juchi_kazunashi and me
Beta: Our sweet friend xxdaviexx
Disclaimer: We don't own SakurAiba though we really want to...
Summary: Sho and Aiba are writing their diaries. Part II
juchi_kazunashi as Sho's POV, me as Aiba's POV
Life is beautiful! The whole situation with my monkey was solved, even though convincing Sho-chan to change his perfume was hard. He wanted so badly to be saved from Ojou-chan, so he finally agreed. He wasn’t that happy about it though because Nino was laughing at him. He is easily manipulated by me… and I can make him do anything I want… Mean! But that’s just Nino! Sneaky little brat!
Meanwhile… I am worried that I won’t have much time for Sho now. I’m starting a new drama; I will have promotion appearances and many photo shoots. I had some already and I will have a lot more… I like them, even if sometimes they ask me to pose in funny ways. I’ve been told that I look sexy in between shots… Me? Sexy?! No way! Sho-chan is sexy… Those AnAn photos were just… Nose-bleeding… And me? Aiba Masaki? I can only look a bit handsome when I try…
A few days ago, I had a strange day. A staff member walked toward me and said that she had seen my pictures in one of the magazines and thought that I looked really handsome… She asked me to go out with her… What a direct person! Of course, I said no, but she kept asking me over and over again for an entire day… So, I agreed just to have some peace of mind… We went for a coffee during lunch break today. The most interesting thing was her behavior… She was touching her hair and licking her lips… What could that mean? I’m confused. >.<
And, I have to tell Sho-chan about this… I don’t want to have any secrets. And, maybe he will tell me why she is acting this way?
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It has been almost a week since I’ve last seen Masaki around. However, I have ZERO besides our variety shows, commercials, singles, and albums… and many other things, so I had to work even harder and try to get him somewhat out of my mind in order to properly focus on my report.
After ZERO ended, my cellphone immediately rang. "Could that be Masaki?" I asked myself, and then answered it to find out that it was in fact him.
"Yes, Masaki?" I replied happily. "It has been a while! How are things going there, in your drama filming? How are things going with you?"
"Things are going great, Sho-chan!" He said with a cheerful tone. "But, I have a little problem…" He lowered his voice a bit.
"Eh? What happened, Masaki?" I was surprised to hear that tone of voice. This is not good.
"The staff members say that I am sexy." He sounded confused.
"So? Isn't that great, Masaki!? You have your good assets, too!" I was really happy to hear that.
"Iie… At first, I could not believe that." He sounded a bit disappointed here.
"Why is that, Masaki? Believe it!"
"No… I mean… my sexiness… has paid off." He was really disappointed.
"Paid off!? What do you mean!?" I got surprised.
"There is a staff member who asked me to go out."
"And that staff member is…"
"…a woman."
"What!?" My eyes widened then.
"What should I do, Sho-chan? And she acts weird too." He sounded scared.
"How does she act?" I was still in astonishment mode.
"She touches her hair and licks her lips."
"Hmm~." I lowered my voice here. "This could be because she… really likes you."
"Likes me!? For what!?" He got panicked. "But, Sho-chan, I have you!"
"I am a man! Men do not go out with each other on a date!" I was having a serious voice when I said that. "She likes you and wants to make out with you. That is why she acts like this."
"But, Sho-chan…!" He sounded so afraid and panicked.
"She really likes you, Aiba-san. Go and have fun with her or she will be disappointed."
And with those words, I hung up with Masaki and walked home. I did not want to end it like this with him, but I got jealous and did not want to tell him that. I was trying to hold my frustration inside, but my inner self could not take it anymore, so my tears started to flow.
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Sho-chan told me to go with that girl on a date. That’s not good, not at all!! But, if I don’t go, she will be hurt… And, I don’t like to hurt people…
The next day, I dressed myself nicely and, during lunch break, I went to that coffee shop, where I was supposed to meet with her just then. I bought one sunflower… Don’t know why though; I just thought that it would be nice to give it to her. It IS a date… A date?? I thought that I would only date Sho… My heart was pierced by little traces of pain whenever I thought about him. Is it really OK to do this?
She was… pretty! She had a yellow dress and her hair was tied up in a bun. When I gave her the flower, she smiled. I was a bit afraid that somebody could see us and, God forbid, take a picture… That would be awful! She said that it would be OK because we were only enjoying lunch break together with the presence of other staff members who were around the area. It was true, so I relaxed a bit. She tried to move closer to me every time she could, but I think that it showed that I didn’t like it. I didn’t feel comfortable sitting there. All I could think of was Sho-chan. That ‘date’ would be over soon, so I wanted to leave, but she grabbed my wrist and asked me if I could go back with her. She was holding on to me really tightly… And, we were heading back to the studio. I was silent because I really wanted to see Sho-chan and hold him. Suddenly, she kissed me on the cheek, smiled, and went inside the studio. SHE KISSED ME!!! I was standing there, touching my cheek in shock when I noticed Sho-chan. He was as astonished as I was, maybe more, because he just turned around and walked away. I hope he isn’t mad at me… I didn’t even want to go on a date with another person in the first place!!! That’s it! No more dates with anyone except Sho!!!
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After I saw that woman kissing Masaki on the cheek in the studio, I gradually took myself back and went away. I hope he did not notice me running away! My heart was still aching, but... This is a girl we are talking about! I cannot stop her from liking Masaki!
I kept fighting my own emotions. "Stupid self! You are a man and Masaki is a man also! Do not go for it!" I was thinking inside of me. "Let him be with that girl. She deserves him after all."
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Is it bad again? Sho has been avoiding me lately… Is it because of that kiss? It wasn’t my fault!
Today, I had another photo shoot… They even wanted me to unbutton my shirt! I did it but without conviction… When they showed me those pictures, I was kinda surprised. I liked them! But, I was worried at the same time. If I liked them, that girl is going to like them too. And, I don’t want that! I don’t want to go on another date!! Not with her! Sho-chan or nobody! I asked the photographer for copies of these photos. I wanted to give them to Sho-chan! Perhaps, he will say that I shouldn’t go out with that girl again? Maybe, he will fight! ARE? Did I just write ‘fight’? Sho-chan fighting for me? With that woman? What am I thinking of??!
I went to the studio to meet with Sho and hand him the pictures. Suddenly, that girl jumped out of nowhere and said, always smiling:
- “I forgot to thank you for the flower.”
- “N-no need to thank me… Sorry! I’m in a hurry,” and I tried to pass her by. But, she tried to kiss me again. And, I ran away from there, straight to the dressing room, where Sho was reading his newspaper. I was breathing heavily because of the race, walked to him, and held him. That girl is scary!!
- “What happened, Masaki?” - he asked me.
- “I have something for you…” - and I gave him the pictures.
Gosh, I hope he liked them!!!
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Masaki showed me those pictures of him being with an unbuttoned shirt. "Masaki…" I was almost speechless. "You are sexy!" I looked at him in astonishment.
"No, Sho-chan! It is you who is like that!" He denied the fact.
"Do not say that, Masaki! You really are!"
"So, will you still go out with me?" He had hopes in his eyes.
"Masaki…" I was kind of confused. "You are so sexy." I told him.
"Really?" He blushed.
"But, I still think you should go out with that girl." I did not want to show him my jealousy.
"Mou, Sho-chan!" He got so mad at me and came really close to me so fast that I got astonished.
"Masaki!" I was surprised of his action and afraid that he might actually do what I was thinking he would do. "What are you doing!?" My eyes widened.
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It’s cold. No, not the weather... When I gave Sho-chan those photos, he said that they were good, but then he told me to go out with that scary girl again… I don’t want to! I want to go out with Sho! Only with him… And I held him, but he just patted me on the back twice and pushed me away gently. Isn’t he jealous? A horrible thought came into mind… He doesn’t love me anymore… I asked him about that, but he made such a surprised and scary face…
“How could you ask me something like that?!” - he got mad. But, what should I think when he is acting this way? I pouted and went out of the studio. He wants me to date that girl? Fine… I will date her! Maybe, he will show me that warmth he once had toward me… I pulled out my cell phone and dialed the number she had given to me earlier. I asked her out in front of Sho-chan. My heart incredibly ached, but I really wanted to make sure that he still loved me. When I hung up, he was quiet and just looked at me with those sad eyes… SAD??!! So, he is jealous?? Or, maybe it’s just my imagination??
Later that night, I asked Sho-chan to come to my house, and he came… He didn’t even want to hug me… Now, I regret asking that girl out…
Sho-chan… Let it be like it used to be... before this stupid situation ever started with her…
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"What do you want, Masaki?" I asked him after I sat down on a couch in his house.
"I only want you, Sho-chan!" He pointed at me directly!
"Whoa! Me!? Told you I am a man already! We should not do this together!" I sounded like I was scolding him.
"Sho-chan! She made out with me!" He came immediately toward me and hugged me tight.
"Huh!? Already!?" My eyes were widened as I saw him like that. "And, you responded to her?"
"Of course not, Sho-chan!" Tears started pouring out of his eyes. "I kept avoiding her because I was thinking about you all the time." And, here comes the crybaby Masaki.
I was thinking that the whole time. Did he really abandon her just to stay with me? And, that poor girl? How was she feeling now? Crushed, I bet! Yeah, I was jealous, but not to the extent that I would like other people to get hurt because of my jealousy.
I tightened the hug on Masaki then, leaning my head on his shoulder, allowing his face to be buried inside my chest which has a fast-beating heart inside of it.
"Do not cry, Masaki." I patted his head gently. "I'm sure that that girl will understand and will find another fine man for her. Right now, you are my precious person."
Masaki was still crying. "You really were thinking of me, Masaki dear?" I said after a moment of silence passed between us.
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I’ve never smiled so much in my entire life!!! On that evening, when Sho-chan came to my apartment, he held me! At last! I know that he loves me. Not that I didn’t know before, but… When he told me to date that girl, I was scared. And, that fear made all my trust go away… I was blinded by it! But not anymore! I know that Sho still has feelings for me, and that’s the most important thing!
I am a bad person though… I think that I hurt that poor girl… I wanted to talk to her and apologize properly, but she was sick and had not reported to work for a few days. I was crushed a bit by that, but it’s normal, ne? I made someone suffer…
Meanwhile, she came back to work, and she was acting surprisingly normal. She said ‘hi’ to me and even winked… SHE WINKED AT ME!!! What does it mean? I was so confused! Then, during lunch break, she came and told me that she wanted to talk to me in private. All Arashi members heard that, and Jun even started to whistle… I agreed to the conversation as a means to properly apologize… But, she wanted to go out again! She said that, after watching my unbuttoned shirt photos, she liked me even more… Yada!!! I don’t want that… So, I told her that it was impossible… She got mad. Not sad, but really angry! She even hit the wall behind me with her fist! So scary!! And, finally, she said that she’d be waiting for me at 10 p.m. near Tokyo Tower tomorrow. 10 P.M.! That late!!! And, after saying that, she left and didn’t let me answer… What should I do???!
Sho-chan, tasukete!!!
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"Sho-chan, tasukete!!!" That was the first thing I heard from Masaki when he called me on my cellphone. I rushed to him to see what had happened.
"Sho-chan, that girl is really scary!" He said as soon as he saw me and held me so tight.
"Calm down, Masaki. What happened?" I patted on his shoulder to comfort him. He was strongly shivering.
"She wants to meet me near Tokyo Tower now." He was panting.
"Now? It is near 10 p.m., Masaki!" I was checking my watch then.
"I do not know! I think that she wants to get revenge on me for what I did to her." He strengthened the hug even tighter, so much that I could feel my ribs breaking!
"Easy, Masaki! You will break my ribs this way!" I held his arms to try to loosen his grip.
"Sorry, Sho-chan!" He loosened the hug a little. "What should we do?" He was so scared that he could cry.
"I think that I should hide somewhere and watch over you two. And, if something bad happens, I will definitely come to your rescue!" And, with those words, I calmed him down and went somewhere to hide.
She finally came. Let the game begin! I kept on watching her slowly. If she even tries to lay a finger on my dear Masaki… Oh, she will be doomed, for sure!
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My heart was still beating like crazy! It was scary and horrible, but Sho-chan was near, so I could calm down…
I came near Tokyo Tower, and I looked around. She was standing there and waiting impatiently… I still shiver when I remember her look… It was scary! I asked her why she had picked up such a late hour to meet. She smiled and said that, since it was dark, the possibility of someone recognizing me would be smaller. Then, she asked me to go with her… I didn’t want to because Sho-chan wouldn’t be able follow us. She started to cry, and I didn’t know what to do. I shouldn’t have come here in the first place! I tried to calm her down, but she suddenly threw herself at me and hugged me, still crying. I didn’t want to touch her, so I just patted her on the back twice while trying to push her away gently, but she was like an octopus! She didn’t want to let me go! Even worse! She grabbed my wrist and pulled me in an unknown direction. I couldn’t fight with a woman, so I just hoped that Sho-chan was following us.
A few minutes later, she stopped and told me that, if I kissed her, she would leave me alone and never talk to me again. My eyes opened wider. What? Kiss? Someone other than Sho-chan? KISS?? No way! That’s it!
‘I won’t kiss you!!!’ - I said. She cried a bit. But, when I repeated it, she suddenly calmed down. She came closer and tried to kiss me, but I moved away and apparently tripped over something because I fell and hit my head a bit.
Then, I saw Sho-chan who luckily followed us. At that moment, I just focused on my hurting head, so I don’t really know what happened… I think that I bled a bit… But, maybe, it was just a mud? It was dark! Anyway… I don’t know what happened between them and what Sho-chan told her…
Gosh, my head still hurts a bit…
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"Masaki, are you okay?" I asked him in a soft tone of voice after the girl had left.
"I think so, Sho-chan." He was rubbing his head. "What happened to that girl?"
"She understood the situation, thank goodness." I held him in order for him to stand up. "Now, forget about her and let me see your head just to check if there is anything wrong."
I started to examine Masaki's head. Gosh! I was so afraid that he could be bleeding! Luckily, there was just a little amount of blood with a small bruise. I walked Masaki all the way back home.
"It will be okay, Masaki." I was patting his shoulder. "There is just a small amount of blood and a small bruise, but I can take care of it, so do not be afraid." I smiled at him.
We reached my house. Masaki was a bit dizzy, so I laid him on the bed in my bedroom. I started to wrap a bandage on his head, put a cold, wet little towel on his forehead and told him to get some rest.
Now, I am sitting beside him on the bed, looking at his cute, sleepy face and his wrapped head, hoping that he will be okay. Lastly, I found myself falling asleep beside him, holding his hand tight because I was so worried.
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I woke up. My head hurt a bit, but it was nothing. Sho-chan was beside me, sleeping like a baby. He snored twice and that made me laugh so hard that I woke him up…
‘Sorry, Sho-chan! I didn’t want to wake you up!’ I said, still laughing, because he looked like a zombie. Half-conscious, he didn’t quite understand what was going on…
‘What time is it?’ He asked.
‘It’s still early; go back to sleep. I’ll go to drink some water.’ I stood up and went to the kitchen. Of course, I had to make some noise when I tripped over my own shoes… This is no good… I’m not feeling dizzy at all, so why I am this clumsy?
I came back to the bedroom and saw Sho-chan sleeping again. He looked so cute then! His face is calm, his lips are moving a bit, and, when he has good dreams, he smiles. I don’t know how long I stood there and watched him, but he must have felt my eyes on him because he whispered:
‘Masaki, come back to bed already…’
And, I laid down next to him, cuddling and hugging him. He smells so good!
‘I love you, Sho-chan…’ I said and fell asleep.
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END OF CHAPTER TWO
tsuchi8562: Here you are with second chapter!! Hope you liked it! And this is not over yet... (OMG, I started to sing 'Anti Anti' xD )
juchi_kazunashi: And here's chapter 2! Still more to come! matte kudasai ne! <3