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Nov 11, 2007 15:44

Thank you for the lovely messages on the last entry. =]

So, I've been living in isolation recently? I feel like all I do is go to school, apply to college, and go to work. I miss being in a show! I'm in Into the Woods at the Y now, but that's only once a week for like an hour. Stacy is directing this year! So that's new and exciting. This is my last show at the Y. How scary is that? The first rehearsal was last week and it's always like returning home to be there. I have so much love for those people.

I've been addicted to applying to college. I visited Hartt a few weeks ago (And had a lunch date with Mike Millan!), which I liked a lot but is far from the city and also the drama program seems kind of boring and serious. I visited Wagner also, which meh, and Rutgers. Now, Rutgers was an experience because a bunch of the teachers from NYSSSA graduated from there. I realized as the information session went on that NYSSSA was like a mini BFA in Acting program at Rutgers. It was the exact same intensity, focus, and techinique. First of all it's impossible to get into, second of all, you're like not allowed to do anything else at all, and while I love the focus, I don't love being stuck there for 4 years and being shut away from everything else. And there's also no music there. And even if I'm not the strongest singer in the world, I want the opportunity to be in musicals and sing.

Speaking of NYSSSA, I still miss it a lot. I think of the people every single day. Whenever I think of anybody, my insides twist. But at least it's not the same kind of incessant emptiness I felt for weeks once it was over. Part of me feels guilty for moving on from that, but I know that it was necessary to get through the day, and it doesn't mean I've forgotten. I won't forgot.

I'm a little obsessed with Legally Blonde? I don't even know why, really. But I'm really feeling. I'm supposed to be seeing it again with my school this Wednesday. And the Grinch with the Pincuses Friday! I need the strike to be over. Sorry guys, you can resume once I've seen what I need to see.

I had to be AT WORK at 6 AM today. How ridiculous is that?

I really should take a nap.
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