I think
That I am wasting away here. Ever since I got back, I've been completely unmotivated, horrifically lazy, and exhausted 24/7. I've seen a bunch of my friends, and I have gone out a bunch, but mostly I just sit on the computer and watch TV. I hate it. I'm coming from a place of constant activity and stimulation, and I get back here and I feel like I've flatlined. Maybe I'm still drained. Like I don't have anything to give anybody right now. Just a voice to answer questions and a body to travel with them. Kind of like I was... before I left, right? Crap. Suddenly I'm just waiting for when I can start applying to college, and begin the rest of my life.
Now that I've been forced to open my eyes and be honest with myself about how I feel about a lot of people and things in my life, things are different.
Now that I've been forced to open my eyes and be honest with myself about how I feel about a lot of people and things in my life, things are different.