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I guess it's not normal to worry this much. But what do you do when they're so far away for so long? It seemed like it JUST got good and then now everything is so far away. Only a few more days, I guess.
So I have these ridiculous trust issues that I fear may never subside... but at the same time, I feel like the stuff that goes on is definite cause for worry... definite cause for question. OR I'm losing my head. You know the beginning stages are usually the most wonderful and at the same time, the most petrifying. I know they don't have it in them to hurt me. I see it every time our eyes meet. But it's just my own insecurities, I guess.
So now it's just the waiting and the wishing... I'm ready for a reunion so hopefully all these stupid thoughts of mine will cease and we can live happily ever after.
Ugh... until then...
So I have these ridiculous trust issues that I fear may never subside... but at the same time, I feel like the stuff that goes on is definite cause for worry... definite cause for question. OR I'm losing my head. You know the beginning stages are usually the most wonderful and at the same time, the most petrifying. I know they don't have it in them to hurt me. I see it every time our eyes meet. But it's just my own insecurities, I guess.
So now it's just the waiting and the wishing... I'm ready for a reunion so hopefully all these stupid thoughts of mine will cease and we can live happily ever after.
Ugh... until then...