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Today was the worst day of my whole entire life. I woke up at 930ish, I guess. I ate breakfest and then my mom started being really mean to me for no reason, like, at all. So then, I went on aim and took a shower. Then, I called Jon to make sure my plans were set and he sounded pretty sure that they were, so I was at ease. Then, my dad and mom left for the post office and Kohls and when they got home, my dad like takes my cellphone and starts googling all the numbers in my outgoing calls list and some of the numbers I didn't recongize so he starts SCREAMING at me, and then my mom is like "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?!" and then my dad hits me! Like, because I didn't recongize phone numbers, like seriously! So then I run into my room and my parents are fighting and everything, and it got so bad that my mom called the cops and my dad left for a little while, but anyway then I proceeded to get ready, because I had to leave my house at 2, to get a taxi by 215, to be at the train station by 230, to catch my train that left at 242. So, like, 145 rolls around and Jon calls me with this like, unsure voice and I knew something was up. He goes "lauren and nic arent even here yet and the way the made it sound was that they were just coming, doing their thing, like having lunch and leaving" so I am like, sitting here in my room about to leave and he fucking ruins my day, like what the fuck. So, then he was like let me call Lauren and see whats going on. So, whatever, he called her and then called me back and was like "They are on the L.I.E.” Like, why would a fucking person make plans with me and her on the same fucking day. And then, my plans get cancelled because he doesn’t have the balls to tell them that I was coming out, or, no, he did but he didn’t have the fucking balls to cancel on THEM. Because, well, they were driving so it makes a differance. LIKE COME THE FUCK ON. We’re right back to where we started when he ignored me the day after we first met, because thats what Lauren told him to do. I am so sick of this boy, it’s really pathetic. I want nothing to do with him whatsoever. Unless he somehow makes it up to me, that friendship is done. And, I would bet my life that he is going to make little, to no effort to even care. I don’t care if he reads this, just, whatever. Have fun with Lauren.
ANYWAY, the rest of my fucking day sucked. I went out to eat with my parents after my dad got home and said sorry but then he was starting up again in the car calling my mom a whore and a cunt. My dad always says that anyone he has ever loved has always left his life. I think it’s because he pushes them away and fails to realize that, because that is excatly what he is doing to my mom and I. I guess I feel bad in a sense, because he’s my dad but not really. I feel so bad for my mom because she doesn’t deserve any of this, at all. I just want all the bad things in my life to fly south for the winter with the birds. I just want everything to go smoothly. OH YEAH, and then my dad has the fucking nerve to tell me that him and my mom fighting is all my fault. Yeah, okay douche bag. I’m sure that it’s my fault that she hates your guts to, asshole. LYKE SERIOUSLY. Anyway, let’s hope tomorrow doesn’t suck as much.
ANYWAY, the rest of my fucking day sucked. I went out to eat with my parents after my dad got home and said sorry but then he was starting up again in the car calling my mom a whore and a cunt. My dad always says that anyone he has ever loved has always left his life. I think it’s because he pushes them away and fails to realize that, because that is excatly what he is doing to my mom and I. I guess I feel bad in a sense, because he’s my dad but not really. I feel so bad for my mom because she doesn’t deserve any of this, at all. I just want all the bad things in my life to fly south for the winter with the birds. I just want everything to go smoothly. OH YEAH, and then my dad has the fucking nerve to tell me that him and my mom fighting is all my fault. Yeah, okay douche bag. I’m sure that it’s my fault that she hates your guts to, asshole. LYKE SERIOUSLY. Anyway, let’s hope tomorrow doesn’t suck as much.