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Well there's been a lot going on! Grandma McCrea died at finals time last semester and Grandma Skorupa died at finals time this semester. Not fun doing finals around funerals, etc.!!!! I really hate that they can't come to the wedding... and I'm kinda worried that Grandpa won't be able to come either. I can't help but wonder how much longer he's going to last. This whole old age and death thing sucks.
The wedding is only like a month away and we still have a ton to do. We'll be lucky to get it all done in time! We did manage to find somewhere to live at least. I've been packing all week and I'm moving into our house this weekend!! Colin will join me eventually. He's upset cause he says everyone is gonna live in his house before he does.... a bunch of people are spending the night at various times before the wedding. The house is a cute little two bedroom. My favorite part is the backyard though. There's this huge meadow behind it and then the forest starts. I can't wait to get a puppy to take out there for walks and stuff!!
School starts again next week.... NOT looking forward to it!! I wish it didn't start until after the wedding. I can't wait until July though... wedding will be over... moving will be over... school will be over!!! I am taking hypnotherapy though... that should be interesting.
Colin and I are totally broke... I don't know what we're going to do. Between the wedding and the house we're going to be lucky to get by. Especially since school costs so freaking much!!!
Anyway... there's just been so many ups and downs lately that I'm ready to pull my hair out!! Too much!! Too much!! I'm seriously thinking of finding a therapist. They really drill it in at school that we should all be seeing a therapist anyway... with everything that's been going on it's looking really appealing right now. I just need to find one that will work around my barely there bank account. I know therapy generally has negative connotations in society... but I really think everyone should be in therapy!! Oh well... you can all think I'm crazy.
The wedding is only like a month away and we still have a ton to do. We'll be lucky to get it all done in time! We did manage to find somewhere to live at least. I've been packing all week and I'm moving into our house this weekend!! Colin will join me eventually. He's upset cause he says everyone is gonna live in his house before he does.... a bunch of people are spending the night at various times before the wedding. The house is a cute little two bedroom. My favorite part is the backyard though. There's this huge meadow behind it and then the forest starts. I can't wait to get a puppy to take out there for walks and stuff!!
School starts again next week.... NOT looking forward to it!! I wish it didn't start until after the wedding. I can't wait until July though... wedding will be over... moving will be over... school will be over!!! I am taking hypnotherapy though... that should be interesting.
Colin and I are totally broke... I don't know what we're going to do. Between the wedding and the house we're going to be lucky to get by. Especially since school costs so freaking much!!!
Anyway... there's just been so many ups and downs lately that I'm ready to pull my hair out!! Too much!! Too much!! I'm seriously thinking of finding a therapist. They really drill it in at school that we should all be seeing a therapist anyway... with everything that's been going on it's looking really appealing right now. I just need to find one that will work around my barely there bank account. I know therapy generally has negative connotations in society... but I really think everyone should be in therapy!! Oh well... you can all think I'm crazy.