Warning: Excessive Whining
Ok... so I am so stressed out lately!!! I only have a week and a half left of this semester, but I still have SO much to do. I've already been working pretty much nonstop for... well... the entire semester. And now they've been piling it on for the last few weeks of school. I just don't know if I can get it all done.
Plus... I've been having to spend a lot of time with my grandparents lately. They're both going downhill pretty fast. I do want to be able to help them as much as possible, but it's making me fall behind in my school work!! They are to the point where they really need to be in a nursing home. I just can't be there constantly to take care of them to the extent that they need it! Luckily I told my parents everything that's been going on and they came up to talk to them. They agreed to hire a nurse to come during the day... every day... she just started yesterday, so I feel much better about that. I always felt guilty when I couldn't be there.
So I've been doing homework since like 8am and needed a little break. I still have tons of stuff to cross of my list. Needless to say normal chores have definitely been neglected. I'm starting to run out of clothes and dishes, and haven't gone grocery shopping in a loooong time.
Allright... last complaint. I really wish Colin would move up here already!!! We hardly ever get to see each other, which sucks. Plus I don't even know if I'll get to see him for my birthday and Christmas. He's the one that keeps me sane when I get stressed out... and he's not here to do it!!! I had a nervous breakdown the other day and just started like sobbing... just cause I couldn't find my notes. If he was actually HERE it would make school so much easier to handle.
Ok... I'm done.... for now.
Plus... I've been having to spend a lot of time with my grandparents lately. They're both going downhill pretty fast. I do want to be able to help them as much as possible, but it's making me fall behind in my school work!! They are to the point where they really need to be in a nursing home. I just can't be there constantly to take care of them to the extent that they need it! Luckily I told my parents everything that's been going on and they came up to talk to them. They agreed to hire a nurse to come during the day... every day... she just started yesterday, so I feel much better about that. I always felt guilty when I couldn't be there.
So I've been doing homework since like 8am and needed a little break. I still have tons of stuff to cross of my list. Needless to say normal chores have definitely been neglected. I'm starting to run out of clothes and dishes, and haven't gone grocery shopping in a loooong time.
Allright... last complaint. I really wish Colin would move up here already!!! We hardly ever get to see each other, which sucks. Plus I don't even know if I'll get to see him for my birthday and Christmas. He's the one that keeps me sane when I get stressed out... and he's not here to do it!!! I had a nervous breakdown the other day and just started like sobbing... just cause I couldn't find my notes. If he was actually HERE it would make school so much easier to handle.
Ok... I'm done.... for now.