And that's okay
In a bit of a small funk right now in that I still don't have a job after 2 months of looking. But I wouldn't mind that so much if it didn't mean more time I am stuck at home in this madhouse.
And when I say madhouse, I sadly do not mean a house of insanity but rather a house of anger. I have never seen two people fight so much over nothing as the two I live with do. If it wasn't for the fact that I am sincerely happy all the time right now, I think my last shred of hope for humanity would have been crushed long ago. What is the point of all that fighting?
At least I have a car. I can escape when it gets truly bad. But a new place to live is currently high on my priority list. I could really use a less stressful environment.
Anyone who doesn't believe that emotions can become a palpable substance has never stayed a night in this house. The anger and disgust practically fills the 3 floored building to the brim and makes you feel as though you are being suffocated. Tension so heavy you feel you must always be on edge. Even the animals can feel it. And it makes me edgy and snappy being around it all the time.
I'm just going to continue to drown it out with music and movies and hiding in my room. The less I am exposed to so much anger the less irritable I become.
And when I say madhouse, I sadly do not mean a house of insanity but rather a house of anger. I have never seen two people fight so much over nothing as the two I live with do. If it wasn't for the fact that I am sincerely happy all the time right now, I think my last shred of hope for humanity would have been crushed long ago. What is the point of all that fighting?
At least I have a car. I can escape when it gets truly bad. But a new place to live is currently high on my priority list. I could really use a less stressful environment.
Anyone who doesn't believe that emotions can become a palpable substance has never stayed a night in this house. The anger and disgust practically fills the 3 floored building to the brim and makes you feel as though you are being suffocated. Tension so heavy you feel you must always be on edge. Even the animals can feel it. And it makes me edgy and snappy being around it all the time.
I'm just going to continue to drown it out with music and movies and hiding in my room. The less I am exposed to so much anger the less irritable I become.