Things
I've been shifting my filters around a bit, so bear with me as things come and go. I'm always changing my mind about who I want to see which pieces of me.....I want to give newer folks the opportunity to come inside, if you will, but in my moments when I'm not feeling so fabulous, my first instinct is to shut the door. I'd really like to be able to get rid of filters completely, but, I think that may have to be a gradual change, perhaps never to be completed....
Oh yeah, and if you get to see a side of me that's particularly vulnerable, and not in an I can laugh at my silly-old self way (I have a lot of those moments that I can laugh at, but damn, it's pretty clear when it's not a joking matter), could you not throw it in my face later on?? Yeah. Thanks.
On some love stuff... I feel like I've unintentionally taken on this love philosophy thing as my mission. I'm a missionary of love, spreading the word everywhere I go. The thing is, one day some things just became clear to me. The whole love and reciprocity thing, and emotions and labelling.... I really believe it, even when in my own life (and my own feelings) it doesn't suit me to believe it. So yeah. If I seem vigorous about it, it's because it's one of the few things in life that really makes sense to me right now.
Oh yeah, and if you get to see a side of me that's particularly vulnerable, and not in an I can laugh at my silly-old self way (I have a lot of those moments that I can laugh at, but damn, it's pretty clear when it's not a joking matter), could you not throw it in my face later on?? Yeah. Thanks.
On some love stuff... I feel like I've unintentionally taken on this love philosophy thing as my mission. I'm a missionary of love, spreading the word everywhere I go. The thing is, one day some things just became clear to me. The whole love and reciprocity thing, and emotions and labelling.... I really believe it, even when in my own life (and my own feelings) it doesn't suit me to believe it. So yeah. If I seem vigorous about it, it's because it's one of the few things in life that really makes sense to me right now.