Too Independent & Self-Confident for That - 10/23/12
So I caught (I think) the ms. "good love you" and "tell your family you want to marry me for your birthday next month" playing mindgames on me again. This time it was telling me she'd call me back in 10 minutes, and then still no word after 40 mins for the 2nd night in a row, and when I called her out on it, she said it's cuz she was on her computer and lost track of time. And earlier in the evening, she confirmed our plans for Weds and then a couple of hours later, changed in to Thurs.
Maybe it's minor - but in any event, people put their best foot forward during the first few dates. I don't jive well with people who are careless towards other people's time. Either it's mindgames, or carelessness. Either way, I'm out. I get the sense she is trying to assess if I'm the insecure sort that prefers co-dependent relationships. It aint me. And my gut feeling/intuition is rarely wrong. She seems to be into making out and giving signals that way, so if the opportunity arises on our next and likely final date, I'll make the most out of it in case she turns out to be a really good kisser with talented hands, and maybe keep her around for last minute sexy fun until something more real comes along, which shouldn't take long.
My date tonight was so-so - very similar intellectually and hobbies-wise, but I'm not all that sexually attracted to her, and her level of polyamourousness triggers my std-fears bigtime. I have another date tomorrow night (Tues). Might catch up w a bestfriend from high school who is in the USA only a short time on Weds. Then a date with ms. "good love you" on Thurs. I hope I line some more dates up soon. So tired of not having at least a girlfriend. Nov 1st is a 2nd date with a guy I went on one date with about a month ago (he travels A LOT for work).
Maybe it's minor - but in any event, people put their best foot forward during the first few dates. I don't jive well with people who are careless towards other people's time. Either it's mindgames, or carelessness. Either way, I'm out. I get the sense she is trying to assess if I'm the insecure sort that prefers co-dependent relationships. It aint me. And my gut feeling/intuition is rarely wrong. She seems to be into making out and giving signals that way, so if the opportunity arises on our next and likely final date, I'll make the most out of it in case she turns out to be a really good kisser with talented hands, and maybe keep her around for last minute sexy fun until something more real comes along, which shouldn't take long.
My date tonight was so-so - very similar intellectually and hobbies-wise, but I'm not all that sexually attracted to her, and her level of polyamourousness triggers my std-fears bigtime. I have another date tomorrow night (Tues). Might catch up w a bestfriend from high school who is in the USA only a short time on Weds. Then a date with ms. "good love you" on Thurs. I hope I line some more dates up soon. So tired of not having at least a girlfriend. Nov 1st is a 2nd date with a guy I went on one date with about a month ago (he travels A LOT for work).