Hmmm...
I don't really know where to begin, or how, or even where to end for that matter, but the worst part is that I don't know what to even put in the middle. Not much has really gone on for a while. I still can't finish anything writing...I don't really think I have writers block because I have so many ideas but I don't know what it is because I can never keep expanding on those ideas. I still can't tell if she likes me or not, I can't even tell if she enjoys my company anymore, but I would hope that she does. I still haven't told Braden that I don't plan on marching next year, and I don't know exactly what to say except, I fucking I hate it and never want to march again. My choices have been sub par on a lot of things for a while but recently I've been trying to fix a lot of them and make things better. I'm not sure what to do but I'm sure I'm going to think about it until I am sure, and that I am probably going to drive myself insane in the process. If I act like an ass, I'm sorry...if you deserve it, you should be sorry. I don't know what else to say so, try not to piss me off, it won't turn out good for you.