Hmm..I Want Some Confidence!
Hey!..
Well todays been a real boring day N O T H I N G happened! I had quite a happy day with my BBF'S had a laugh and giggle as always. Oh and i finally sent my college application off so i should get my interveiw through the post sometimes soon...ahhh im soo nervous for that! My BBF had hers yesterday and it was really good and the interveiw she had was really nice, so that makes me feel better!
I was thinking today how i wish i was soo much prettier and had a nicer figure!
I know theres more to life than looks but i just wish i could have the confidence and with the way i look and have some attention!..No-one ever like goes "aww your well pretty!" or "i wish i looked like you" or anything their like say "your hair looks nice today" or something like that, but i just feel like one of those geeks off a film that people dont notice or care about =(.
Anyway so i want to change this,boost my confidence and feel better about my appearence! I try and do my make-up all nice eat healthy and exercise but NOTHING seems to happen..i just wish i could have fell from the pretty tree and not been cursed with bad looks!It feels so good to just write on this site everynight to just get things off my head. But in the end everythings still the same!
At school the people i hang round with always seem to talk to alot of people outta school and have gossip from other people they've been talking to or hanging out with! I have NO-ONE like that i just feel left out and loser-ish.
~ Yours Truly xXxxx
Please Please Please cant i have someone notice me!
Well todays been a real boring day N O T H I N G happened! I had quite a happy day with my BBF'S had a laugh and giggle as always. Oh and i finally sent my college application off so i should get my interveiw through the post sometimes soon...ahhh im soo nervous for that! My BBF had hers yesterday and it was really good and the interveiw she had was really nice, so that makes me feel better!
I was thinking today how i wish i was soo much prettier and had a nicer figure!
I know theres more to life than looks but i just wish i could have the confidence and with the way i look and have some attention!..No-one ever like goes "aww your well pretty!" or "i wish i looked like you" or anything their like say "your hair looks nice today" or something like that, but i just feel like one of those geeks off a film that people dont notice or care about =(.
Anyway so i want to change this,boost my confidence and feel better about my appearence! I try and do my make-up all nice eat healthy and exercise but NOTHING seems to happen..i just wish i could have fell from the pretty tree and not been cursed with bad looks!It feels so good to just write on this site everynight to just get things off my head. But in the end everythings still the same!
At school the people i hang round with always seem to talk to alot of people outta school and have gossip from other people they've been talking to or hanging out with! I have NO-ONE like that i just feel left out and loser-ish.
~ Yours Truly xXxxx
Please Please Please cant i have someone notice me!