Well..life does certainly go on
Well lets see here I need to make this quick cause i need to get ready for engineering class. So i'll type really fast gonna have a lot of typos but i don't care its worth it. lol
Anyways I just told my mom my plan for next year fully and clearly not in a jumbled mess and i think it went well. She is going to try and help me cosign this one loan so that I can get the rest of ltu paid off. I will need to work full time again this summer so i can save up for the school year cause I will have a rigorous course ahead of me. Not as rigorous as an Engineering program but now I'm doing something I want to do and should have done for a long time. I thought to myself that engineering was definately not my thing and I should have been more wise on my research when picking engineering to begin with. I mean designing is definately my thing but I don't know how to draw sooo why not do something I love and get better at it by practicing?!?! DUHH!?!?! I love my hunny very much he makes me realize alot of stupid shit i dont think about. He's my everything and i am so glad he is there for me. i do wish i met him way earlier but i feel now that I'm not overwhelmed in water and actually walking to the light. I feel like I'm about 3/4 of the way down the tunnel BUT I mean i have to get a couple scholarships and what not. I can only cover things to an extent but i mean thats what happens. I'm hoping i can maybe talk to my dad about cosigning the parent plus loan but he might kill me if he finds out he has to start paying it now lol. But we'll see what the scholarship chairman gets me. I hope he can get me an insane amount of scholarships cause I definately need the aid to come back. But I can't believe i"m finally coming back. I'm so happy for me and excited at the same time its not even funny. Amazing boyfriend that goes there, amazing friends that always wait for me to walk in the atrium, and amazing curriculum from what i hear. I talked to dr. Ross about the program and I'm thrilled I can be a part of that. Once I'm in Ltu I'm sticking with it. No more changing, no more shifting schools, I'm truly sticking with this. Like my myspace detail says I'm gonna be a designer god dammit!?! lol
Anyways I just told my mom my plan for next year fully and clearly not in a jumbled mess and i think it went well. She is going to try and help me cosign this one loan so that I can get the rest of ltu paid off. I will need to work full time again this summer so i can save up for the school year cause I will have a rigorous course ahead of me. Not as rigorous as an Engineering program but now I'm doing something I want to do and should have done for a long time. I thought to myself that engineering was definately not my thing and I should have been more wise on my research when picking engineering to begin with. I mean designing is definately my thing but I don't know how to draw sooo why not do something I love and get better at it by practicing?!?! DUHH!?!?! I love my hunny very much he makes me realize alot of stupid shit i dont think about. He's my everything and i am so glad he is there for me. i do wish i met him way earlier but i feel now that I'm not overwhelmed in water and actually walking to the light. I feel like I'm about 3/4 of the way down the tunnel BUT I mean i have to get a couple scholarships and what not. I can only cover things to an extent but i mean thats what happens. I'm hoping i can maybe talk to my dad about cosigning the parent plus loan but he might kill me if he finds out he has to start paying it now lol. But we'll see what the scholarship chairman gets me. I hope he can get me an insane amount of scholarships cause I definately need the aid to come back. But I can't believe i"m finally coming back. I'm so happy for me and excited at the same time its not even funny. Amazing boyfriend that goes there, amazing friends that always wait for me to walk in the atrium, and amazing curriculum from what i hear. I talked to dr. Ross about the program and I'm thrilled I can be a part of that. Once I'm in Ltu I'm sticking with it. No more changing, no more shifting schools, I'm truly sticking with this. Like my myspace detail says I'm gonna be a designer god dammit!?! lol