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There are so many things that I am not saying, not seeing, not addressing, not because I can’t, but because I don’t want too. Chriss says I can’t hide forever. She’s right but I hate that because that makes me wrong. I really hate being wrong.
When I take a step back and look at the big picture I am astonished by the mess on the canvas that is supposed to be my life, I am overall disgusted and want to paint over it white and do it again. Unfortunately that only works with paint and canvases, not real life.
I am exhausted beyond words. Got toasted during Charger time. Need a nap.
When I take a step back and look at the big picture I am astonished by the mess on the canvas that is supposed to be my life, I am overall disgusted and want to paint over it white and do it again. Unfortunately that only works with paint and canvases, not real life.
I am exhausted beyond words. Got toasted during Charger time. Need a nap.