What the fuck man?
So Michael came to see me after school yesterday. It was kind of bad. No blood though. My boyfriend was there to make sure that things didn’t get out of hand. Well it was supposed to be my boyfriend. That multiplied into Spud, Tim, Shane, Danny, and Alex’s brass knuckles decided to join us. When Michael first pulled around he asked me to get in the car and then Danny starts yelling at me, “Don’t you dare get in that fuckin car!” So I opened the passenger side door and he told me that he wasn’t going to talk to me like this. I said I wouldn’t get in the car, he got mad. I told him he can’t get mad if he can’t have things his way. I told him to talk to me because I know he didn’t drive up to Chantilly High from South Riding just to look at me! He ended up taking off. Danny then says I can get in the car but can’t go anywhere. So I called Mike back and he came back for me. I knew he would. He loves me I think. He tells me why he isn’t in school…he’s in the process of dropping out. It upset me a lot. He’s too smart to do all this shit. So naturally I got upset and told him I didn’t think it was a good idea…he then tells me if I’m just going to be condescending then I should just get out. He ended up leaving. He didn’t want to talk while being “supervised” and he wasn’t trying to start shit with my boyfriend or me. Good idea. But a lot was left unsaid, I could feel it. I’m worried now.
I was so heated about what had happened by the time I had gotten home. I went out on the porch with Shane, a box of cigarettes, and a lighter. Then…Danny to the rescue! He brings out a bowl and I got stoned. He did it to make me happy. It did kind of. I think it was wrong but I didn’t care. I still don’t. I smoked and went to sleep. Then I got up again and smoked another bowl deposited Danny’s check into my account then we drove around some more. We smoked another bowl then I went to go see Jessie at work.
Jessie made me smile. Then again I was most definitely kind of high but yeah. I always love seeing Jessie. Danny wouldn’t get out of the car he said he wasn’t trying to stand for too long. I haven’t seen Jessie in a while. We talked a little bit about my current situation. Jessie is the greatest listener. She had already heard from Spud the “Michael situation” so I didn’t really say much about that.
I’m absolutely exhausted this morning. Danny is coming up here at Charger time and lunch. He is on the look out for Spuds and Michaels.
I was so heated about what had happened by the time I had gotten home. I went out on the porch with Shane, a box of cigarettes, and a lighter. Then…Danny to the rescue! He brings out a bowl and I got stoned. He did it to make me happy. It did kind of. I think it was wrong but I didn’t care. I still don’t. I smoked and went to sleep. Then I got up again and smoked another bowl deposited Danny’s check into my account then we drove around some more. We smoked another bowl then I went to go see Jessie at work.
Jessie made me smile. Then again I was most definitely kind of high but yeah. I always love seeing Jessie. Danny wouldn’t get out of the car he said he wasn’t trying to stand for too long. I haven’t seen Jessie in a while. We talked a little bit about my current situation. Jessie is the greatest listener. She had already heard from Spud the “Michael situation” so I didn’t really say much about that.
I’m absolutely exhausted this morning. Danny is coming up here at Charger time and lunch. He is on the look out for Spuds and Michaels.