[The cataclysm of my heart. I have one last tear to cry...but everything will be all right~! <3]
[...The door to professor Conrad's office opens slowly to reveal Lee standing there. He felt it in his heart the moment it happened, but he has just heard the news.
....He appears stiffened in shock, his eyes completely widened and lips parted in a most horrifed expression, walking ever-slowly into the school corridor, at which his pumpkin juice in his goblet makes hardly any any motion as he takes steady steps towards a nearby ledge. A group of his precious friends and comrades waited outside the door, but now, he cannot even see them...even though they are right in front of him.
His movements are sluggish and almost robotic. He is pale, and his eyes are unfocused. He is shaking, he is shocked, he is disoriented, and his appetite is unnoticeably gone. He had been bracing himself for this for the past few months, noticing that ungodly pattern finally setting in, but despite all, there was always that little optimistic hunch in his subconscious that told him that this was never going to happen. But it finally did. If he had not been mentally preparing himself for this to happen, only God knows how he would take it now.
With hardly any change to his stiff stance...His shaky hand extends out to set the goblet aside on the ledge...
...Missing the ledge completely, he drops it, and the goblet smashes to the floor.]
[...His own words from his conversation with Gai from months ago echoes in his head - at this time, beyond all the apprehension behind finally telling Gai about them and this, he wore a proud, confident smile--..]
...He has always been there for me.
...I recall how you have always defined 'True Love', Gai-sensei. The willingness to love a person unconditionally no matter how they are...no matter who they are...no matter what they have done...
...Even if he is a male...[He added sheepishly]
...and having that love returned...especially when there is love so strongly beyond any reason that I can give...
I feel that he is my One True Love, Gai-sensei. He fits your description perfectly in all ways! Even though he can be terribly arrogant, mean, and unyouthful at times...my love for him never changes. I feel as though all arrows have pointed to him all this time, I-..
...
...I love him very much, Gai-sensei!!
...At times, I would feel as if I were a table that has lost its legs...and whenever I did, he would be my only support...
...I believe that this is it! I want to be with him forever!
[In the apex of his happiness, he extended his arms into the sky, twirling in utter delight, feeling the breeze caress his face and the new feeling of pure, utter contentedness in his heart.]
...I feel as though if this one person were to ever leave me...
...my entire table would surely collapse..
.....
[..And with that same look of shock on his face, he collapses to his knees in place beside the shards of broken clay.]
-...Neji was right...
...It was too good to be true.-
[ooc; This post hereby ends my hiatus...since I really have no reason to be on hiatus anymore. ^_^ A last tear to cry...but A SWIFT RECOVERY SHALL ENSUE, BECAUSE HE IS THE PROUD, VALIANT GREEN BEAST, AND GOOD SHALL ALWAYS TRIUMPH OVER EVIL and whatnot. ^_^b]
....He appears stiffened in shock, his eyes completely widened and lips parted in a most horrifed expression, walking ever-slowly into the school corridor, at which his pumpkin juice in his goblet makes hardly any any motion as he takes steady steps towards a nearby ledge. A group of his precious friends and comrades waited outside the door, but now, he cannot even see them...even though they are right in front of him.
His movements are sluggish and almost robotic. He is pale, and his eyes are unfocused. He is shaking, he is shocked, he is disoriented, and his appetite is unnoticeably gone. He had been bracing himself for this for the past few months, noticing that ungodly pattern finally setting in, but despite all, there was always that little optimistic hunch in his subconscious that told him that this was never going to happen. But it finally did. If he had not been mentally preparing himself for this to happen, only God knows how he would take it now.
With hardly any change to his stiff stance...His shaky hand extends out to set the goblet aside on the ledge...
...Missing the ledge completely, he drops it, and the goblet smashes to the floor.]
[...His own words from his conversation with Gai from months ago echoes in his head - at this time, beyond all the apprehension behind finally telling Gai about them and this, he wore a proud, confident smile--..]
...He has always been there for me.
...I recall how you have always defined 'True Love', Gai-sensei. The willingness to love a person unconditionally no matter how they are...no matter who they are...no matter what they have done...
...Even if he is a male...[He added sheepishly]
...and having that love returned...especially when there is love so strongly beyond any reason that I can give...
I feel that he is my One True Love, Gai-sensei. He fits your description perfectly in all ways! Even though he can be terribly arrogant, mean, and unyouthful at times...my love for him never changes. I feel as though all arrows have pointed to him all this time, I-..
...
...I love him very much, Gai-sensei!!
...At times, I would feel as if I were a table that has lost its legs...and whenever I did, he would be my only support...
...I believe that this is it! I want to be with him forever!
[In the apex of his happiness, he extended his arms into the sky, twirling in utter delight, feeling the breeze caress his face and the new feeling of pure, utter contentedness in his heart.]
...I feel as though if this one person were to ever leave me...
...my entire table would surely collapse..
.....
[..And with that same look of shock on his face, he collapses to his knees in place beside the shards of broken clay.]
-...Neji was right...
...It was too good to be true.-
[ooc; This post hereby ends my hiatus...since I really have no reason to be on hiatus anymore. ^_^ A last tear to cry...but A SWIFT RECOVERY SHALL ENSUE, BECAUSE HE IS THE PROUD, VALIANT GREEN BEAST, AND GOOD SHALL ALWAYS TRIUMPH OVER EVIL and whatnot. ^_^b]