Should I scream now or later?
Lets go with later for now... let me see why this might be a sucky summer in a sense... So the job interview I went for last night didnt get it...ya know whatever, volunteer lady hasnt called me back and orientation is supppose to be on the 6th... Dad still is uneasy about wanting to get me a laptop he says he has his reasons but yada yada yada... no summer family trip to colorado dad is going to korea sooner then expected...beginning of july actually YUP... as great as things were yesterday they are just as depressing today.. my dad seems to think the only thing productive I can do is get ready for the NET. Which is the nursing school exam test and thats fine I see what he is saying. Yet the way he says at least do something productive for the test for 1-2 hours aggravates me. So that means that going to the gym as regularly as I actually have been which im quite proud of hehe is not productive or volunteering isnt or any of the other things im trying. Im sure he doesnt mean it this way but thats how it feelsPlus I CANT seem to get a certain pizza guy out of my head and that alone is just aggravating. Alright well im gonna go scream now...hehe its later! :)
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