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I don't even know where to begin. I hate getting this feeling like all the time! I just get so frustrated being single. I don't get it. I look at the gay guys that I know, not all of them, but I just don't get it. Everyone is so superficial and self-centered, and I just don't understand how they have guys and I don't. Like, all the gay guys I know just go around cheating on each other, and everyone knows about it, and no one cares. It just really frustrates me how I try to be so honest with people, and I get nothing. While people who lie, cheat, and back stab are in relationships every other week. Like what do I have to do? The answer, is nothing. I refuse to turn myself into something I'm not. If I have to be single until I'm 40, and still have my dignity, I will survive somehow. I just have to get my frustration out every now and then. I miss cuddling.....