UNTITLED II : Night owl trying to sleep before dawn
Second part of my fanfic about Aoi from the GazettE.
DISCLAIMER: This is all fiction, a product of my mind. I do not imply that anything written here has really happened, or will happen IRL. However, I'm grateful for the inspiration the persons mentioned in the text have given me. (~ - ^) ☆♡
WARNING: BL content, fan-girl's fantasies.
INTRO/SUMMARY: Aoi is in the studio working on the next GazettE album. He is under a considerable amount of stress, not only because he wants to do his really best, but also because his relationship with the other guitarist in the band seems to be subject to change. The other guitarist, Uruha is his colleague and competitor, or at least he was to be defined that way. Since Uruha is beautiful and a very skilled guitarist Aoi is worried that he himself will seem not-that-good in the eyes of fans and the other guys in the band. Aoi is popular among his kohais on the v-kei scene. His closest friends are Chiyu and Kazuki. Both are playful party boys, but Kazuki, being a guitarist like Aoi himself, seem to look up to and adore Aoi more than Aoi's other friends.
So here we go again...
UNTITLED II : Night owl trying to sleep before dawn.
His apartment was quiet and dark as he stepped inside. Was he hungry? He went into the kitchen and took a look if there was anything to eat. Maybe some instant ramen would be okay? He felt lack of motivation to do anything, but he wasn't tired, so after he finished his ramen he made himself some tea and went downstairs to his working room. By habit he turned his computer on and sat down. It was almost dark in the room and he felt a little lonely. He didn't have any intention to play guitar when he went there but now it seemed like one of his guitars tried to tease him - or was it the thought of Uruha that teased him? He grabbed one of his older black esp:s, usually he would play that one just live, but now his favourite guitars was in the studio so he took this one.
Without thinking about it he started to play the song that he had been working on earlier. He almost made it through the part he had failed with before, which triggered an urge in him to try it again. This time he made it! Was it really that simple? He played it twice and it felt like things fell into place. He sipped at his tea and continued to play around with the harmonic of that song, and found out he really liked it.
A couple of hours later he was laying in bed, despite it was late at night it was an early bedtime for him and he found it difficult to sleep. He wondered if he'd be able to play that part of the song tomorrow like ha had done tonight. Why wasn't he able to play it earlier on the evening, in the studio? Did Uruha really distract him that much? Aoi started to think about Uruha and his sort of unexpected presence in the studio. Spontaneously he thought he wanted Uruha to keep out of the studio while he tried to play something difficult. Then in some sort of contradictory thinking, he really felt it was nice not to be alone with the technician. "It's weird" he concluded to himself. Really he couldn't wait to get done with this song, then he would for sure go out drinking with Chiyu and Kazuki.
DISCLAIMER: This is all fiction, a product of my mind. I do not imply that anything written here has really happened, or will happen IRL. However, I'm grateful for the inspiration the persons mentioned in the text have given me. (~ - ^) ☆♡
WARNING: BL content, fan-girl's fantasies.
INTRO/SUMMARY: Aoi is in the studio working on the next GazettE album. He is under a considerable amount of stress, not only because he wants to do his really best, but also because his relationship with the other guitarist in the band seems to be subject to change. The other guitarist, Uruha is his colleague and competitor, or at least he was to be defined that way. Since Uruha is beautiful and a very skilled guitarist Aoi is worried that he himself will seem not-that-good in the eyes of fans and the other guys in the band. Aoi is popular among his kohais on the v-kei scene. His closest friends are Chiyu and Kazuki. Both are playful party boys, but Kazuki, being a guitarist like Aoi himself, seem to look up to and adore Aoi more than Aoi's other friends.
So here we go again...
UNTITLED II : Night owl trying to sleep before dawn.
His apartment was quiet and dark as he stepped inside. Was he hungry? He went into the kitchen and took a look if there was anything to eat. Maybe some instant ramen would be okay? He felt lack of motivation to do anything, but he wasn't tired, so after he finished his ramen he made himself some tea and went downstairs to his working room. By habit he turned his computer on and sat down. It was almost dark in the room and he felt a little lonely. He didn't have any intention to play guitar when he went there but now it seemed like one of his guitars tried to tease him - or was it the thought of Uruha that teased him? He grabbed one of his older black esp:s, usually he would play that one just live, but now his favourite guitars was in the studio so he took this one.
Without thinking about it he started to play the song that he had been working on earlier. He almost made it through the part he had failed with before, which triggered an urge in him to try it again. This time he made it! Was it really that simple? He played it twice and it felt like things fell into place. He sipped at his tea and continued to play around with the harmonic of that song, and found out he really liked it.
A couple of hours later he was laying in bed, despite it was late at night it was an early bedtime for him and he found it difficult to sleep. He wondered if he'd be able to play that part of the song tomorrow like ha had done tonight. Why wasn't he able to play it earlier on the evening, in the studio? Did Uruha really distract him that much? Aoi started to think about Uruha and his sort of unexpected presence in the studio. Spontaneously he thought he wanted Uruha to keep out of the studio while he tried to play something difficult. Then in some sort of contradictory thinking, he really felt it was nice not to be alone with the technician. "It's weird" he concluded to himself. Really he couldn't wait to get done with this song, then he would for sure go out drinking with Chiyu and Kazuki.