Good Evening
Well for a change I am up late and Jimmy is asleep early. I guess it all has to with timing. My job is going good but I am tired. I like my job, but I don't love it. Honestly, sometimes I just wish I could be really rich and not have to work for anything, so that I could focus on other stuff. I am thinking about going back to school for teaching but I am still not sure. My friend at work up and quit her job the other day and is now working for her uncle at his electric company making the same she was at my work with less hassle and she is going to get promoted to manager this summer which means she will need an assistant and she has offered me the job already. She said if I want it then it is mine. I know I should stay where I am but she said she will pay me way better and make sure I get good raises. So I am thinking about it. My job is great and all but it is really tough on the nerves and makes me very tired. On another note I am really pissed off at my evil stepfather. I just found out he has been spreading some nasty roomers about me and I don't know what to do. He talks a bunch of shit behind my back and then the other day calls me and inquires about my life. LIKE I WANT TO TELL HIM!!! Geeze I didn't know what to do so I was very short with him and made sure that I was totally honest and straight forward so he wouldn't get "confused". He's all telling my family that I get drunk all the time, I can't keep a job for more than two weeks, I am always broke and I am stupid for getting a divorce from a man that treated me like dog shit. All of which is not true, except for my ex-husband treating me like dog shit. First of all I have kept a job for more that 2 weeks as a matter of fact before I quit my job at an apartment complex last year I had been there a year (and mind you I quit) then I had a couple jobs in between that one and this one but they were both places I knew I wasn't going to stay long because I wanted something better. I still kept them for 2 months. Whatever he is such a jack ass and one day he is going to get what is coming to him. I hope someone decides to throw his "good name" under and semi and runs over it a few thousand times. He has no right to talk by the way because he is the biggest hypocrit I know. Oh Well such is life. I mean really when you think about it life is just one big ball of shit and then you die. It's funny how I have never been able to escape the drama that is my life and move on. No matter where I go there is always going to be one quack in my family that makes me crazy (with the exeption of my sisters and brothers), I am talking older generations here. I mean somebody had to have been smoking way to much pot when they brought our parents generation into this world because most of them are nuts! I know I am really ranting but I have just had a lot on my mind. Oh yeah does it make sense that my generation just so happens to have more sane people in then any other generation I have seen to date? Yeah we do have some cookes, but for the most part we all have good heads on are shoulders. Do you suppose that this is because we had to put up with so much BS growing up that we just decided we were not going to put our children through that nor anyone else for that matter? Well whatever, just a random thought. Well I am going to go play WOW now. Catch on the flip side (whatever that means).