Dec 15, 2008 15:35
I still don't know if this was a good idea. I agreed to come here, but if I'm needed again how am I supposed to find out? I hope I'm not needed, not for that reason, but it's a long way back to Palmacosta if somebody needs my help.
This place reminds me of Palmacosta, actually. Just a little bit. It never really was home, I guess...but this place will have to be, at least until I go back. Until I get myself back together again, or that's what the others said. I wonder what that's supposed to mean, exactly. Maybe this journal will help. The one Marta and I used to share helped me a lot during our journey!
...I already miss Marta. Even if things between us have been awkward ever since I came back, I feel weird coming to such a new place without her.
I'm starting to think maybe I should have just stayed in Luin, but it's too late now. I've come all this way, and it can't be for nothing.
maybe this wasn't such a good idea,
marta,
used to this stuff,
journals