who's been painting the roses red?
I hate the word "confused". it seems like it's just a way for me to avoid accepting responsibility or really facing a situation. hehe, why is this my reality? sometimes it's as if i'm not even here, but things keep going on just the same. i've been a bad person lately b/c i keep avoiding people (some on purpose and some not on purpose). Maybe i should just stop trying. Right now the only thing i have to show for my attempts is a lot of failure, regret, doubt, self-loathing, and guilt. ::sigh:: would i notice if the world stopped spinning...