Oct 10, 2005 19:50
Um...I'm restless. I want to be here and working but at the same time a couple of variables have suddenly changed: First is my car. I thought it was fixed but now I'm learning the starter is bad and the slave cylander is also a likely cause of my clutch fluid leaking again. I'm selling it as soon as I can. Also, Dancing Rabbit is not accepting any more visitors for the year. I'm not going on a road trip halfway across the country JUST to go to Chicago or Kansas, as much as working with Tavniah out in the plains was exciting to me. If I'm lucky, I'll get more than just 500 or so for the car. Even broke, I think it's worth about 800-1000 bucks. With a few hundred in fixing it up, it would be a working Saab for about 1300. Sweet frickin deal, if ya ask me.
All of this might mean I leave sooner than later. It's all good though, as I will be coming back Earthaven, at least to work a bit more. I already kinda miss it when I think of leaving; it's been a while since I've even felt this way about a place. Atleast since I moved from Oregon. Florida always kinda sucked, Jamaica was cool but I was done after a couple of years of that, too. Chicago was more of a transiton.
I really want to be moving. I'm out and have nothing really holding me back except my car. Cars fucking suck. I'll be glad to have removed that little bit of shitty karma from my life (pun totally intended). Elise, want a Saab?