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It has been forever since I wrote anything or been on here to see what's going on with my friends, but now the time has come for me to give a long update...
Well, after all that drama, I finally moved back to home. Yes, I'm in South Carolina. I moved back home on June 13th... just sitting at home waiting for school to start... but let's back up a little. In my last entry, I mention how I got fucked over... and how I was seeing someone else... well, nothing happened with the new guy. We are just good friend.
When I moved to Charleston, I had three guys that wanted to meet up with me as soon as I got here and sure enough... my silly ass did just that. Well, here's what happened. I arrived home on the 13th... and probably by the 15th or 16th, I was suppose to go out on a date with one of the guys for lunch and a movie. Well, I arrive at his house to pick him up and guess what? He's in bed. He never got up. I just told him to get ready and i'll be back after I handle some things. I never came back. First impressions mean a lot to me and he damn sure didn't impress me that day.
The following Sunday, I was online chatting with one of the guys and told him that I was planning to go to the movies because I was so bored. Well, he told me he wanted to go and I said that was cool. He gave me his address and I went by his place... we ended up sitting there and watching a movie... "Taxi"... then we went to the movies and saw Fast and the Furious III. Afterwards, we went riding downtown and hung out on the battery and just talked. When I took him home, we sat and chat for a while and then I got the invite to come in. I did... I ended up staying the night with him, but nothing happened... I promise... you know I would tell. The next day, we hung out again... and from there, well, we started dating exclusively.
Okay, why in the hell did I do that. I started getting calls from the third guy asking me to come see him. I explained to him that i was in a relationship and well... guy number two (Antonio) didn't want me to speak to him because he knew that the guy wanted to get with me. So I respected Antonio's wishes and didn't mess with the guy... Antonio and I were enjoying each others company a lot. I would spend just about every free minute I had with him. Then I started talking to guy 1 again (Elliott) online. One night I saw him at the club ( i was with antonio ) and he walked up to me and gave me a hug... oh hell... when we got to my car, i was question on how I knew him. I told him and he just gave me the look. Well, time went on and I continued my relationship with Antonio, but for those that know me, know I can't keep my ass still...
I was out one night with my sister hanging out at the bar she and her co-workers normally go to. I was very drunk and by the time we got home at 4am... I was horny... so I made a phone call to this other guy that I use to talk to while I lived in SoDak... I had him meet me so I didn't drive all the way to his place and he picked me up for a one night stand... I'm saying it was that because it was our first and last time... I didn't really find him attractive, but I was horny. So... I cheated... damn... and a few weeks later, I hooked up with some random guy... now that shit was funny. He was this bi-selfish guy like me... he just got out of a relationship with his ex wife and well, once again i was horny. the funny part was he was just looking for someone to suck on his nipples. i told him no... so he asked what i wanted and I told him... a blow job.... he serviced me as requested and then he said let's have sex... then he tells me that he doesn't have a condom... OMG... so I put my clothes on and all of a sudden he gets up and gets a condom... grimmy... so i had a one day stand and went home... and then i finally hooked up with guy 3... that also was a one night stand.... and he has been calling ever since... I finally sent him a msg telling him to not call me, don't IM me... nothing... and he's stopped now.
Then there's my Charlotte boyfriend. Yes, I said it right and you read it correctly. I have a boyfriend in Charlotte. We met when he came to visit Charleston with his family. I met up with him just before going to see Antonio... He gives great head. That night, I'll always remember cause after I left, I saw Antonio and we had sex on the battery.
Well, I meet this other guy online... it wasn't suppose to be a hook up or anything... since he's a top as well. Just someone I can hang out with from time to time. We decided to go out to the pub he hangs out at for drinks one night and sure nuff... I got wasted. After the pub, we went to the adult video store to laught at people and to see if anyone cute was there. After that, we stopped at the gas station and picked up two thunderbirds and called it a night. We went back to his place and drank those... laughed with his roommate, then went to bed... well both of us were feeling pretty good and the alcohol was talking cause we were both horny. Have you ever seen two tops try to have sex with each other? That's a funny site cause both of us were trying to fuck the other... so we were in a battle until I finally decided that we needed to jsut go to sleep.
So after all this cheating, I finally decided to take a break... yes a break from everything. I broke it off with Antonio but didn't really tell him why. I'm such a hoe... well after we broke up I decide to go to charlotte for the weekend (this past weekend)... No, I didn't go to see my charlotte boyfriend... he was with his lover out of town. I actually took this other guy i'm interested in with me... we stayed at the wyndham garden hotel from friday through sunday. we had a great time enjoying each others company.
Now, here I am back at home and talking to Antonio again... we're not back together, but we talk everyday. And that's about it.... Sorry this was so long...
Well, after all that drama, I finally moved back to home. Yes, I'm in South Carolina. I moved back home on June 13th... just sitting at home waiting for school to start... but let's back up a little. In my last entry, I mention how I got fucked over... and how I was seeing someone else... well, nothing happened with the new guy. We are just good friend.
When I moved to Charleston, I had three guys that wanted to meet up with me as soon as I got here and sure enough... my silly ass did just that. Well, here's what happened. I arrived home on the 13th... and probably by the 15th or 16th, I was suppose to go out on a date with one of the guys for lunch and a movie. Well, I arrive at his house to pick him up and guess what? He's in bed. He never got up. I just told him to get ready and i'll be back after I handle some things. I never came back. First impressions mean a lot to me and he damn sure didn't impress me that day.
The following Sunday, I was online chatting with one of the guys and told him that I was planning to go to the movies because I was so bored. Well, he told me he wanted to go and I said that was cool. He gave me his address and I went by his place... we ended up sitting there and watching a movie... "Taxi"... then we went to the movies and saw Fast and the Furious III. Afterwards, we went riding downtown and hung out on the battery and just talked. When I took him home, we sat and chat for a while and then I got the invite to come in. I did... I ended up staying the night with him, but nothing happened... I promise... you know I would tell. The next day, we hung out again... and from there, well, we started dating exclusively.
Okay, why in the hell did I do that. I started getting calls from the third guy asking me to come see him. I explained to him that i was in a relationship and well... guy number two (Antonio) didn't want me to speak to him because he knew that the guy wanted to get with me. So I respected Antonio's wishes and didn't mess with the guy... Antonio and I were enjoying each others company a lot. I would spend just about every free minute I had with him. Then I started talking to guy 1 again (Elliott) online. One night I saw him at the club ( i was with antonio ) and he walked up to me and gave me a hug... oh hell... when we got to my car, i was question on how I knew him. I told him and he just gave me the look. Well, time went on and I continued my relationship with Antonio, but for those that know me, know I can't keep my ass still...
I was out one night with my sister hanging out at the bar she and her co-workers normally go to. I was very drunk and by the time we got home at 4am... I was horny... so I made a phone call to this other guy that I use to talk to while I lived in SoDak... I had him meet me so I didn't drive all the way to his place and he picked me up for a one night stand... I'm saying it was that because it was our first and last time... I didn't really find him attractive, but I was horny. So... I cheated... damn... and a few weeks later, I hooked up with some random guy... now that shit was funny. He was this bi-selfish guy like me... he just got out of a relationship with his ex wife and well, once again i was horny. the funny part was he was just looking for someone to suck on his nipples. i told him no... so he asked what i wanted and I told him... a blow job.... he serviced me as requested and then he said let's have sex... then he tells me that he doesn't have a condom... OMG... so I put my clothes on and all of a sudden he gets up and gets a condom... grimmy... so i had a one day stand and went home... and then i finally hooked up with guy 3... that also was a one night stand.... and he has been calling ever since... I finally sent him a msg telling him to not call me, don't IM me... nothing... and he's stopped now.
Then there's my Charlotte boyfriend. Yes, I said it right and you read it correctly. I have a boyfriend in Charlotte. We met when he came to visit Charleston with his family. I met up with him just before going to see Antonio... He gives great head. That night, I'll always remember cause after I left, I saw Antonio and we had sex on the battery.
Well, I meet this other guy online... it wasn't suppose to be a hook up or anything... since he's a top as well. Just someone I can hang out with from time to time. We decided to go out to the pub he hangs out at for drinks one night and sure nuff... I got wasted. After the pub, we went to the adult video store to laught at people and to see if anyone cute was there. After that, we stopped at the gas station and picked up two thunderbirds and called it a night. We went back to his place and drank those... laughed with his roommate, then went to bed... well both of us were feeling pretty good and the alcohol was talking cause we were both horny. Have you ever seen two tops try to have sex with each other? That's a funny site cause both of us were trying to fuck the other... so we were in a battle until I finally decided that we needed to jsut go to sleep.
So after all this cheating, I finally decided to take a break... yes a break from everything. I broke it off with Antonio but didn't really tell him why. I'm such a hoe... well after we broke up I decide to go to charlotte for the weekend (this past weekend)... No, I didn't go to see my charlotte boyfriend... he was with his lover out of town. I actually took this other guy i'm interested in with me... we stayed at the wyndham garden hotel from friday through sunday. we had a great time enjoying each others company.
Now, here I am back at home and talking to Antonio again... we're not back together, but we talk everyday. And that's about it.... Sorry this was so long...