What's It's Like To Be Fucked
Okay, I'll be the first to admit that I deserved it, but damn, I didn't realize that it hurts a lil bit. So for those of you that actually take the time to read my entries would have seen the one about the two guys I was dating at the same time... well, the whole shit has come back into my face. Grant it, I am no longer dating either... haven't for a while now... just had a nice "friends with benefits" package with one of them... well, I fucked up and showed up when it was not my night... I know on a Wednesday nite, it's all me, cause my ex is always at another bar b/c it's ladies nite... well, it was friday nite and I was horny. i had a date earlier that evening, but it was the second date and I said i didn't want to rush things with this guy. so after he left my place... around 10pm, I got out of my sweat pants and t-shirt and threw on a hot "fit" and hit the club... well, every queer in town is there and I know i was getting me some that night. Mista booty-call was there and was on me all night. I didn't understand it... I even mentioned it to my fag hag that he would not move away from me and it was scaring me. Well, as the night grew to an end, I told his roommate, my good friend, that I would drop the two of them off home but i had to take my fag hag and another friend home first... so we got in the car and how about the bitch got in my car too... yes, my other ex got in the car. WTF? so i'm driving my honda accord (a 4-person car) with 6 people in it... I'm heated. So I dropped off my hag (Karen) and then went to take Heidi home. We get to the house and Heidi kissed me good nite and thanked me... the ex jumps out and then i turn around to my left at mister booty-call... i asked, so u fucking him tonight or is he fucking u cause both of u are btms... well, he looked at me and said i don't know... i reminded him that during our relationship i told him he could never use that phrase with me... i wanted him to always say what's on his mind... so he tells me he wanted to talk to me but first he needed to piss... so i turn my car off and walk in the house... heidi sits next to me and says, i know u're pissed cause i am... wtf did he bring him here... i said i really don't care right now, but i want to see how far this will go before i leave... how about my ex (who walked in on me & mr booty-call not only a week ago) takes him outside in hopes that i can't hear the two of them and makes out with him... so i go to the bathroom and grabbed my shoes and walked out the door to leave... my ex looks at me and ask me where i am going... i just looked at him and said to mr booty-call, if u haven't already, u may want to get checked cause i was told the guy has something... and i'm talking about AIDS... there was silence in the air as i left... then i smiled and thought about something... why in the fuck was I pissed. I now understand what it's like to be fucked b/c the reason I'm no longer with my ex is because of me fucking Mr. Booty-Call... I shouldn't have had my panties in a bunch to begin with since I have a new guy in my life. I'm taking things slow with him cause this may be the one... but i'm horny now and we've been on the phone texting each other all day flirting. I'm fucking tonite and I'm not taking him to the club so these bitches can know... keep him at home, work, and school. HELL YEAH!!!