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I'm so sorry.
Everything I say comes out so fucking wrong. I just wish I could tell you how much I love you and need you and want you. Every minute I'm not with you makes me crazy. Maybe I'm just a stupid needy bitch, which is likely, since I'm sure that's what I come off as. I'm horrible at expressing my feelings and I can't make much sense of the things I say to you. But my God I'd give anything just to let you know how I feel. Every time I try it always backfires on me. I don't know. I'm having such a hard time concentrating right now. My mind is a mess.
I'm so scared.
Why am I so scared of everything. Why am I so frightened over the stupid little things.
People keep talking to me while I'm writing this and I keep losing my train of thought... not that I really had one to begin with but whatever...
I love you. I really, really do.
I don't know what else to say. I just can't stop thinking that, over and over in my stupid, stupid brain.
Somebody put a bullet through it and make it stop.
Everything I say comes out so fucking wrong. I just wish I could tell you how much I love you and need you and want you. Every minute I'm not with you makes me crazy. Maybe I'm just a stupid needy bitch, which is likely, since I'm sure that's what I come off as. I'm horrible at expressing my feelings and I can't make much sense of the things I say to you. But my God I'd give anything just to let you know how I feel. Every time I try it always backfires on me. I don't know. I'm having such a hard time concentrating right now. My mind is a mess.
I'm so scared.
Why am I so scared of everything. Why am I so frightened over the stupid little things.
People keep talking to me while I'm writing this and I keep losing my train of thought... not that I really had one to begin with but whatever...
I love you. I really, really do.
I don't know what else to say. I just can't stop thinking that, over and over in my stupid, stupid brain.
Somebody put a bullet through it and make it stop.