Refusing to waste time
I feel like I'm going back to the "me" that I like. I'm not quite there yet, but I'm close. For instance, I've started refusing to waste time again.
Last night I got home, made dinner, cleaned up, and went to the gym for 30 min of cardio. Sunday, after rehearsal, I did weights.
I am allowing myself an average of 30 min of TV a day, mostly so I can get through the Firefly discs I borrowed. So I should get through them in another week or two. Aside from that I've mostly quit being so lazy. I've gotten to the gym 3 or 4 times a week (being annoyed at how insanely crowded it is right now with all of the new years resolution people who will probably be gone by Feb 1), I've started doing some arranging again, working on the website, and recording more demos.
I'm really not that far away from the man I want to be. I've been weak emotionally a few too many times, but I don't think I've hurt anyone that way. No real reprecussions from that stuff anyway. So maybe I'm finally almost back to being the man I feel like I should have been all along. If nothing else I'm back to being productive.
Last night I got home, made dinner, cleaned up, and went to the gym for 30 min of cardio. Sunday, after rehearsal, I did weights.
I am allowing myself an average of 30 min of TV a day, mostly so I can get through the Firefly discs I borrowed. So I should get through them in another week or two. Aside from that I've mostly quit being so lazy. I've gotten to the gym 3 or 4 times a week (being annoyed at how insanely crowded it is right now with all of the new years resolution people who will probably be gone by Feb 1), I've started doing some arranging again, working on the website, and recording more demos.
I'm really not that far away from the man I want to be. I've been weak emotionally a few too many times, but I don't think I've hurt anyone that way. No real reprecussions from that stuff anyway. So maybe I'm finally almost back to being the man I feel like I should have been all along. If nothing else I'm back to being productive.