Am I Missing Something?

May 20, 2008 03:19

Is there a clue phone nearby with a sliver of paper between the striker and bell? Just lately I've been innundated by guys (esp those lovely bear types) wanting to do me. In particular, there have been a few from SoCal who have suggested I hop onto a plane or train to go see them. Am I simply not realizing my potential as an attractive sexual being?

Recently a friend posted about body image issues and I shared that I've struggled with that most of my life. I found it difficult even when I was visiting the gym 4x a week, biking over of 50 miles a week, and in very decent shape. So I wonder if in all this time I've managed to weave myself a cocoon and simply refuse to accept I might be attractive to people.

I've been pondering re-entering the gay/bear social scene and even to seek out dating opportunities. I'm beginning to think that I jusy need to dive in or I'll miss some kind of gay cruise ship. The opportunities definitely seem to exist. What am I waiting for?

shy, perfectionist, hermit, loner, stupid human tricks, therapy, im, picky, fail, bear, wall flower, clue phone, introspection, gay, psychology

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