May 20, 2008 03:19
Is there a clue phone nearby with a sliver of paper between the striker and bell? Just lately I've been innundated by guys (esp those lovely bear types) wanting to do me. In particular, there have been a few from SoCal who have suggested I hop onto a plane or train to go see them. Am I simply not realizing my potential as an attractive sexual being?
Recently a friend posted about body image issues and I shared that I've struggled with that most of my life. I found it difficult even when I was visiting the gym 4x a week, biking over of 50 miles a week, and in very decent shape. So I wonder if in all this time I've managed to weave myself a cocoon and simply refuse to accept I might be attractive to people.
I've been pondering re-entering the gay/bear social scene and even to seek out dating opportunities. I'm beginning to think that I jusy need to dive in or I'll miss some kind of gay cruise ship. The opportunities definitely seem to exist. What am I waiting for?
shy,
perfectionist,
hermit,
loner,
stupid human tricks,
therapy,
im,
picky,
fail,
bear,
wall flower,
clue phone,
introspection,
gay,
psychology