Consumption...

Nov 14, 2005 11:59

As I fly from IF to SW, I reflect on my past few weeks here. Some may ask why i'm flying to SW, why not take the tram? I like the scenerey better in the sky. And yes, thats why I'm not even watching it.

The past few weeks have flown by, only to come to the realization that i accomplished nothing in those few weeks. Nothing. Aside from the routine of school, i have done nothing worthwhile. While I could say that getting into a workout routine which i am very consistent would be something, that is only to neutralize the effects of doing nothing.

In fact, i'm pretty sure i'm going in the wrong direction. One relationship has all but died, not really on my own accord, but none the less. The other flame was hosed down by myself months ago. You can pour gas on top of water and light it, but it will only burn for so long. Damn. I like that. The metaphor that is.

But at least doing nothing gives you a lot of room for gaining confidence when you do do something.

On another note, i'm looking forward to going home this weekend. If nothing else, its opening weekend for deer season. w00t. I like shooting things.
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