this is so typical

Apr 02, 2006 10:00

but the slip turns to terror and the crush to like
when she walked in he froze up, leaves it to fright
Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days
    This weekend was too crazy for me. I can't even remeber parts of Friday, which isn't good at all considering who I was with. I'm not going to get into to details (maybe in a friend entry I will) because I don't think it should be published out to the world. Let's just say, there was a girl and there was a guy there. They ended up hooking up a lot. They saw each other again on Saturday, and things were weird, just because he wanted to hook up again. The girl doesn't want to, but she does have some feelings towards what happened.
    Anyways, last night I went to Lip Sync. It was okay, so acts were pretty boring. The girls who did Beyonce were gross. They had the tiniest shirts on and they weren't skinny. It's not a vain thing at all but they needed to cover up. The winners were some senior boys, they were so funny. and in Ann's words "That was so hot". And it really was. Katy's sister, Alex, and her friends did the dance to Ok Go "A Million Ways" It was really good and they got a trophy.
    When I was walking out to go with Katy & Co. I saw this kid who I didn't think I liked. I was more intrested in him. I saw him with this girl, and when I passed right by I got really jealous. Like not the type of jealous where you just wish you didn't see them but the type of jealous where you're stomach drops, and you can't breathe. This freaked me out because a) I didn't think I had feelings for this kid b) I don't want to have feelings for this guy. I mean I'm going to end up liking him and he's not going to like me. IT ALWAYS HAPPENS!! and c) He doesn't even think of me in this way. He proabably thinks of me as a "friend" or not even. just a girl he knows because I had/have a class with him.
    Whatever, I can't wait for España. S more days and I'm free to go and do whatever I want. I'm planning on getting a tattoo and the piercing I once had but had to take out.
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