This Weekend in Thoughts and Photos (plus more after that too)
This weekend was pretty good for me. I haven't been this tired in a while. After working 8 days in a row I was ready for my weekend off.So thursday night I was itching to get out of work to go to Sky lounge that night and see Mix Master Mike spin a set that night, plus Logan was driving up to see some shows with me. So Logan, John(Veejay, and me went and had a blast. Like I have never heard such creations in my life. He mixed every hip hop song I ever heard plus did this mix of Rage Against the Machine" Killing in the Name of" in this dance style with no dance beats just the song it was nuts. But I had a good time and went to bed afterwards because I danced for three hours straight. Friday I went with Austin to see Dropick Murphys at Emos. I was super nervous because Matt said he was going to that show and I was afraid I was going to run into him and I don't know what was going to say or do, plus I think he has a girlfriend now and I didn't want that rubbed in my face frankly.I don't know if that would matter because sadly enough I am still so in love with him its sick. So I go dressed to kill,and let me tell you I looked awesome(thanks Austin) because I wanted to be armed, plus I was drinking tequila the whole way there. I was acting so bad when we went to eat at Taco Cabana that I accidently dropped some queso off the table and on to a guy and never been so embarassed that I just laughed because I had been drinking and looked like a complete ass!!!
I went to the show and like a million people got kicked out and it was tough but still loved it. I got hit in the face, covered in beer, and I wore open toed shoes like a moron. But no matt which was a relief and a disappointment.
The next day I spent for so long. I wasn't hung over but tired.I went to Matisyahu at Stubbs. It was a cool show and I enjoyed it but I had been drinking so much that I felt depressed. So I didn't enjoy it like I thought I would....so I decided time to get back on meds because if I can't enjoy music then there is something REALLY wrong.
But I slept some more that weekend and went to work. Fun I know.
But I have never done anything like that...three shows back to back and I survived barely.
Here are some pictures!!!
Logan and I after Dropkick
Drunk/Beatup/Looking Hot after Dropkick
But Monday night I did something kind of weird. I think that might be the word for it. I have been trying to hang out with my friend Jared. To make a long story short I kind of have a crush on him. I mean I always have since I was 12 sadly enough. He was almost my first boyfriend and then he said he didn't like me or something that hurt my feelings at the time and then I went out with John McSwain and then he got mad because he did like me and that was his best friend. Hahahaha I bet someone is laughing at that juevenile story of 6th grade. Then in high school we were friends and I liked him then about 17 years old then, but he found out that this other girl (ironically named Alison) liked him and he blew me off for her. I mean I understood and its not as bad as it all sounds I swear. Regardless we have been friends and I love him to death regardless.Anyway I have been trying to get him to notice me you know. So I have been calling him to hang out but have been getting turned down till finally one night after getting sick of him not getting the hint spilled how I felt. Well we were talking on AIM (dorks I know) and he was supposed to call me to invite me to a bar but didn't but he decided to send me a message. He asked what I was doing and I said on the computer and he said he was going downtown. I was thinking he didn't ask = jerkface. But I think I was suppose to ask who knows.But I started to tell him how good he looked the other day when we had lunch I guess to test what he thought. I said he looked radiant and he did.Well he said I was a beauty too and okay I blushed at that. By then it was getting late, so I asked if he even left the house yet. Turns out he was chatting on his phone at the bar. So I made the comment oh see if you would have invited me then we could have had drinks and then I could have taken you home at the end of the night kind of as a joke to see what he would say. And he was like are you serous and I said honestly yes. So I spilled it there. He was telling me that he wasn't looking for a girlfriend right now but he does like me and thinks I am hot or whatever. I feel the same and it was cool we were on the same page. But I was nervous because now he knew and I am going to act crazy then.
Well Monday he called and wanted me to go down to 6th street(insert groan) and I said ok. I dragged Krisi with me and bought her drinks.Okay I went to a disclosed bar lets just say a frat kids bar and I was the only one wearing black. I wore my dickies nurse dress and knee high boots I was definitely out of place!! So I got nervous plus he was there with friends so guess what I drank a crap load. It was kind of awkward and we left early because I never leave a bar early they usually kick me and my friends out! So I left drunk and feeling defeated. I had to get Kristi to drive me home it was bad and we picked up Baron to go to Ihop. Then I get a phone call and it was Jared. I kind of remember him saying he would call me when he got back from dropping off his friend but I honestly thought it would be later. But he asked how long I was going to be and I said about 30 minutes and he said call him when I was finished. I was nervous and I did. he came to my house about 3 and we sat on the couch forever and I was talking so much because I was nervous and I kind of knew where it was going. But I finally figured it out why I am so scared is because I can't read him, I can't read his body language or guess what he is thinking it drives me nuts!! So I was bullshitting forever it seemed and then he decides to kiss me out of nowhere and I go with it. Then we are making out and then of course I let the dog out earlier and he wanted in. So I had to get up and do that in the middle of that and I knocked some stuff over and all this stuff and ruined the moment. But I went back to what I was doing and I didn't actually know where it was going and I told him its up to him where he wants to go with it. Well he went to the bathroom and I hid under a pillow in my room because I was acting nuts and so unsmooth.But he came in my room and well we contunied on. I felt weird because a similar situation happened when I was 17 and I chickened out. This time I didn't and it was nice but I don't know how I feel about honestly. I mean I like Jared and he is my friend regardless but what's suppose to come of this you know? Still trying to figure that out.
Tuesday night 6363 went to Emos to see Austin's band the Blue Flames. I had to work the next day at 9am but I couldn't disapoint Austin because it was a big show. But I was tired so I hitched a ride with Jozi and Hector. So I hit the unfinished tequila bottle and the show was their best and their whole family seemed to be there. But we all danced around and drank beer and whatnot. Joseph and his roomates came which was cool even if Derek got hit in the face. Which he might have deserved especially later. Anyway we were dancing around getting drunk and lets just say some of us too drunk. We went to Magnolia's (again of course)and ate and poor Jozi passed out. And poor me because I had to sit next to Derek while he hit on me while he was as drunk as shit and I wanted to run out the door. God I wanted to leave so bad and Hector was feeling bad for me!! I should have punched him too!=jerkface as well. But I got 4 hours sleep and here are some picutures of the 6363 Emo's adventure!
Jozi and Sam
Jozi and Sam and Alison
Oilpan Sluts
Oilpan Sluts Family
Jozi,Joseph, and Me
SBUX Friends
But on a more personal note I have been a bit crazy lately because Michelle told me she got sent to Iraq and it makes me not sleep very well at night because she is one of my best friends and it scares me. But then she tells me she is getting married! So that was like two major things dropped on me. I am just worried because she is over there and she is making a big step. But I mean I hope for the best and I pray for that. But please I wanto people to think about that. I think this war is bullshit and its starting to affect me on a personal level. I have 5 friends there now and I want them home and safe. I just wish they were there doing something that actually did something for America rather than prove some stupid political point. But thanks for reading and its late. Night.
P.S.
Here are some extra SBUX Friends Photos!!!!
Cowgirl Sammie!!
Cowboy Joey!!
Outlaws!!
Enjoy!
I went to the show and like a million people got kicked out and it was tough but still loved it. I got hit in the face, covered in beer, and I wore open toed shoes like a moron. But no matt which was a relief and a disappointment.
The next day I spent for so long. I wasn't hung over but tired.I went to Matisyahu at Stubbs. It was a cool show and I enjoyed it but I had been drinking so much that I felt depressed. So I didn't enjoy it like I thought I would....so I decided time to get back on meds because if I can't enjoy music then there is something REALLY wrong.
But I slept some more that weekend and went to work. Fun I know.
But I have never done anything like that...three shows back to back and I survived barely.
Here are some pictures!!!
Logan and I after Dropkick
Drunk/Beatup/Looking Hot after Dropkick
But Monday night I did something kind of weird. I think that might be the word for it. I have been trying to hang out with my friend Jared. To make a long story short I kind of have a crush on him. I mean I always have since I was 12 sadly enough. He was almost my first boyfriend and then he said he didn't like me or something that hurt my feelings at the time and then I went out with John McSwain and then he got mad because he did like me and that was his best friend. Hahahaha I bet someone is laughing at that juevenile story of 6th grade. Then in high school we were friends and I liked him then about 17 years old then, but he found out that this other girl (ironically named Alison) liked him and he blew me off for her. I mean I understood and its not as bad as it all sounds I swear. Regardless we have been friends and I love him to death regardless.Anyway I have been trying to get him to notice me you know. So I have been calling him to hang out but have been getting turned down till finally one night after getting sick of him not getting the hint spilled how I felt. Well we were talking on AIM (dorks I know) and he was supposed to call me to invite me to a bar but didn't but he decided to send me a message. He asked what I was doing and I said on the computer and he said he was going downtown. I was thinking he didn't ask = jerkface. But I think I was suppose to ask who knows.But I started to tell him how good he looked the other day when we had lunch I guess to test what he thought. I said he looked radiant and he did.Well he said I was a beauty too and okay I blushed at that. By then it was getting late, so I asked if he even left the house yet. Turns out he was chatting on his phone at the bar. So I made the comment oh see if you would have invited me then we could have had drinks and then I could have taken you home at the end of the night kind of as a joke to see what he would say. And he was like are you serous and I said honestly yes. So I spilled it there. He was telling me that he wasn't looking for a girlfriend right now but he does like me and thinks I am hot or whatever. I feel the same and it was cool we were on the same page. But I was nervous because now he knew and I am going to act crazy then.
Well Monday he called and wanted me to go down to 6th street(insert groan) and I said ok. I dragged Krisi with me and bought her drinks.Okay I went to a disclosed bar lets just say a frat kids bar and I was the only one wearing black. I wore my dickies nurse dress and knee high boots I was definitely out of place!! So I got nervous plus he was there with friends so guess what I drank a crap load. It was kind of awkward and we left early because I never leave a bar early they usually kick me and my friends out! So I left drunk and feeling defeated. I had to get Kristi to drive me home it was bad and we picked up Baron to go to Ihop. Then I get a phone call and it was Jared. I kind of remember him saying he would call me when he got back from dropping off his friend but I honestly thought it would be later. But he asked how long I was going to be and I said about 30 minutes and he said call him when I was finished. I was nervous and I did. he came to my house about 3 and we sat on the couch forever and I was talking so much because I was nervous and I kind of knew where it was going. But I finally figured it out why I am so scared is because I can't read him, I can't read his body language or guess what he is thinking it drives me nuts!! So I was bullshitting forever it seemed and then he decides to kiss me out of nowhere and I go with it. Then we are making out and then of course I let the dog out earlier and he wanted in. So I had to get up and do that in the middle of that and I knocked some stuff over and all this stuff and ruined the moment. But I went back to what I was doing and I didn't actually know where it was going and I told him its up to him where he wants to go with it. Well he went to the bathroom and I hid under a pillow in my room because I was acting nuts and so unsmooth.But he came in my room and well we contunied on. I felt weird because a similar situation happened when I was 17 and I chickened out. This time I didn't and it was nice but I don't know how I feel about honestly. I mean I like Jared and he is my friend regardless but what's suppose to come of this you know? Still trying to figure that out.
Tuesday night 6363 went to Emos to see Austin's band the Blue Flames. I had to work the next day at 9am but I couldn't disapoint Austin because it was a big show. But I was tired so I hitched a ride with Jozi and Hector. So I hit the unfinished tequila bottle and the show was their best and their whole family seemed to be there. But we all danced around and drank beer and whatnot. Joseph and his roomates came which was cool even if Derek got hit in the face. Which he might have deserved especially later. Anyway we were dancing around getting drunk and lets just say some of us too drunk. We went to Magnolia's (again of course)and ate and poor Jozi passed out. And poor me because I had to sit next to Derek while he hit on me while he was as drunk as shit and I wanted to run out the door. God I wanted to leave so bad and Hector was feeling bad for me!! I should have punched him too!=jerkface as well. But I got 4 hours sleep and here are some picutures of the 6363 Emo's adventure!
Jozi and Sam
Jozi and Sam and Alison
Oilpan Sluts
Oilpan Sluts Family
Jozi,Joseph, and Me
SBUX Friends
But on a more personal note I have been a bit crazy lately because Michelle told me she got sent to Iraq and it makes me not sleep very well at night because she is one of my best friends and it scares me. But then she tells me she is getting married! So that was like two major things dropped on me. I am just worried because she is over there and she is making a big step. But I mean I hope for the best and I pray for that. But please I wanto people to think about that. I think this war is bullshit and its starting to affect me on a personal level. I have 5 friends there now and I want them home and safe. I just wish they were there doing something that actually did something for America rather than prove some stupid political point. But thanks for reading and its late. Night.
P.S.
Here are some extra SBUX Friends Photos!!!!
Cowgirl Sammie!!
Cowboy Joey!!
Outlaws!!
Enjoy!