Lost without you
Well this is all just strange.
I can't get used to this life, it's very hard. I know it's only been a couple of days but this is just so wierd.
I get up in the morning and I don't have to feed him, or give hime medicine. I can't sit right because there's a hole where he used to lay. Everything is so different. I just feel lost.
Little things are helping though - everyone is being so nice and understanding to me and there are so many people who have been through this themselves. Just people sharing their stories is a help. I've found a nice little Yorkie community and they are being so helpful and nice. I know it will take time to get better.
I was supposed to be meeting with morgan_richie and the gang today, but I just can't do it. I'm not ready to be around people right now. I thought it would be ok but I really just need to take some time out. I need to just be on my own for a bit and deal with how I'm feeling. Watch some tv and just chill out.
On a side note, I've friended back alicamel , fibber5000 and sleeperbaynes . Pure laziness on my part for not doing it sooner so apologies guys!!