[double shot] The way to love [2/2]
Title: The way to love
Length: Double shot [2/2] (2524 words)
Author: jadexscandal
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG13
Themes: Romance, Fluff.
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me
Summary: A high school story about a gay guy and a curious jock on their way to love. Kim Jaejoong, the openly gay guy has been asked for a study "date" by the school's #1 jock and Jaejoong's crush, Jung Yunho. But will this study "date" really be a study "date"?
A/N: Despite of all the crap that happens to the boys right now, writing keeps me up with my day. It distracts me in a good way. And I'm going to tell you, this last part is going to be priceless!~
Previous: 01.
I was freaking out for my dear life, mentally. When all my classes were over something occurred to me;
I'd go over to Jung Yunho's house after school!
When I remembered that I started to hyperventilate and had a spasm on the ground. Luckily Mrs. Choi came... no... wobbled to the rescue with a plastic bag for me to breathe in. It took me a few minutes to calm down, but as I felt better I thanked her and went off. To the front gate where Jung Yunho, the hottest jock in school and my pupil for one day, would be waiting for me. I could already picture it:
I'd make a beautiful entrée and look him in the eyes sexily and whisper. “Did you have to wait long?” While batting my eyelashes intensively.
He'd grin like a hot stud and say: “Too long.” Then, he'd carry me, bridal style with a lot of kissing on the way until we arrive at his glamorous house and he lays me down on his magnificent, king-size bed.
As we would stare lovingly at each other I'd say: “Will you make love to me, Jung Yunho?”
He'd hover over me and kiss me numerous times before he answers: “Ya, Kim Jaejoong, I'm over here...”
Slowly I opened my eyes and saw I walked up to the gate already. Gasping I realized Jung Yunho was standing right ion front of me, staring at me with a weird expression on his face.
Oh crap.
---
As I thought already Yunho's house wasn't a house.. It was a damn MANSION. With my mouth agape and eyes big with disbelief I stood in front of the said MANSION and tried to think of a way to close my damn mouth and keep my eyes from popping out of their sockets.
When inside he offered me a drink, all casually and friendly, like he'd known me for many years. (I wish I had) But some times I could swear he was.. flirting with me? I mean, he gazed at me with such a suspicious look on his handsome, spotless face. And his godly hand brushed mine when he handed me a glass of Coke. You could say I was pretty confused, and still shy as hell.
So, we started studying, I knew all problems he faced with maths, as you may have guessed, he's the usual jock type. Good-looking, good at sports, popular and bad in maths.
And with bad I mean really bad. I spend the first 20 minutes on explaining one math problem, I felt like tutoring a 5 year old, but a sexy 5 year old.
“So, if you count another number to the X and then divide it with 2, you'll get the answer.” I told him, pointing out all the spots he had to look at. I lifted my head to look at Yunho's troubled, but beautiful face and asked shyly. “S-So.. Do you get it?”
Yunho bit on his lip, oh gosh why must he torture me like that. “Actually..” If he didn't stop biting that dreading lip of his I'd go insane! “I lost it by the … dive..... how do you call it?”
“Dividing?”
“Yeah, that.”
I somehow thought, maybe Yunho's head was so full of sports got Dyscalculia. But then again, he didn't seem to be ashamed for his blunders. Instead his face scrunched into a frown, was he actually trying to understand? Then I noticed how close his body was to mine. His shoulder merely an inch away from mine. I froze, I hadn't been this close to him before, I could hear him breathe, steady and rhythmical.
We continued the assignments for the next day, during the time he'd lean closer even more, his shoulder bumping against mine. I could almost count all the pores on his face. Damn he was so close I thought I was going crazy.
After 2 hours Yunho thought it'd be a good idea to take a break. He got us some drinks and snacks and sat in his enormous living room. He talked to me so naturally , as if I really was one of his friends. I'd always dreamt about him being like that, it made me so nervous I could barely speak.
That was probably why he was that popular, he really was kind. Something a lot of guys lacked in or even missed. Girls liked him, guys admired him and teachers praised him... That was far different from what I felt for him.
I loved him, desperately I longed to be with him, the perfect man, athletic, good-looking and kin, that's all I wished for. If he'd only understand...
Back to homework, instead of trying to fill his head with too much theories we just made the assignments, and it seemed to work even better for Yunho. Within 30 minutes we managed to finish everything.
Hours had passed and it was nearly dinnertime. “I-I should be going... it's getting late.”
“No, wait!” He grabbed my wrist... He grabbed my wrist! “Why don't you join me during dinner, I need to somehow thank you for today.. and my parents won't come back till 9, what do you say?”
Okay, so he asked me to stay over for dinner, alone, just the 2 of us, in his big house, without parents. God loved me. “A... Are you sure?”
“Of course, I'd be happy if you'd stay.” My heart leaped out of my chest, metaphorically speaking. I felt my bottom lip trembling as I tried to speak, damn why, why was he so fucking sweet, sexy and … I only got an eyegasm by looking at him, an eargasm by hearing his words... His deep, warm voice... Oh no... Oh god no, even thinking about that gave me a growing boner. I started to panic. “I ehm...”
“Can you stay over?”
Yup... 100% boner material. Suddenly his usual face had turned into something.. So cute, he was like forcing two big puppy-like eyes on me, looking innocent! I bit my bottom lip and crossed my legs a bit, trying to hide the stupid hard-on as much as I could and nodded my head in defeat. Not that I didn't want to stay over, I'd be crazy if I didn't, but what if he'd see me like this? “O-Okay... I'll stay.”
His innocent face turned into a devious grin. I was taken aback by that, just a second before he walked his way to the kitchen. “Let's see if we got something edible.”
Together we tried to make something for the both of us to eat. Luckily I didn't really have troubles with cooking, but Yunho... He was a disaster... Not the less, a cute disaster. He'd mess up big time, I'd clean up and he'd apologize a few times, but in the end we managed to get ourselves something good.
Yunho leaned on the sink next to the stove, where I was stirring the vegetable soup. “Hmm, smells good."
I immediately blushed to a bright shade of red, his eyes were beaming at me, I could just sense it. But I tried to act like I didn't see him doing that, but due to the anxiety I almost made the food cook over. “Ah~ Ouch...” and burnt my finger to the hot soup pan. Immediately I brought the burnt finger to my mouth, tears were forming in the corners of my eyes. “Damn it..” I cursed under my breath.
Then, Yunho's hands rested on my shoulders. “Are you alright?” It was almost a whisper, with a sort of husky edge in his voice.
I gulped down a lump of saliva and nodded intensely. “Y-Yeah.. It's no big deal...” I got the finger out of my mouth and held it under the cooling water from the tap. My breathing had become so fast that I was scared to start hyperventilating again, like early that day. But Yunho left me for a second, and came back with a band-aid.
“Here, so it'll stop stinging.” He took my wrist, again, and adjusted the band-aid around my cold, but burnt finger.
“T-Thanks...” I stared at my finger and pouted. Great, I should stop being so clumsy or I'll keep making a fool out of myself. I wanted to get back to see if the soup was alright, but Yunho had already turned off the stove and spooned the hot liquid in 2 bowls.
We didn't sit at the table, like I thought, but in the living room, watching sports. His eyes were focused on the screen, while my eyes were on him all the time. I didn't understand why he was being so nice to me all the time... I mean, the whole school knew I was gay so.. Shouldn't he know too? What if he didn't know?
And I was just making myself think he was trying to flirt with me? My heart sunk. I couldn't expect him to like me or anything, but still it gave me slight hope that maybe, just maybe, he was interested in me..
“Ya! You fool!” Yunho yelled at the keeper that didn't catch the ball on time. “You could have stopped that freakin' ball, geesh!”
I chuckled, he was such a child as it was about soccer. Something I never saw of him before. I blushed and made myself comfortable on his couch, the softness of the cushions made me feel a little drowsy. It was getting late and this time, when I said I should go home, he let me go.
But when I was standing by the door ready to go he wrapped his arms around me, his mouth so close to my ear I could hear him breathe.
“Y-Yunho... I need to go..”
“Thank you.”
I lifted my head and turned it, I could see Yunho's closed eyes. My heart beat fast and I was afraid I'd turn around and kiss him... The urge was big, but before I had any impulse I let me go. I steadied my breath and bowed. “I-It's nothing... Just do good on your test, okay?”
“I will, I'll get a good grade for you, Jaejoong.”
“No... You shouldn't get one for me... But for yourself...” I bit on my lip, his compliments and sweet words were so unreal to me. “I'll... see you tomorrow.”
Yunho nodded and stood by the door until I left the path from the front door to the pavement. “See you tomorrow.” The last time I turned around to see if he was still there he just closed the door... But.. I could see him smiling before he disappeared behind the closed door.
“W-What's that?”
---
“Jaejoong!”
I turned around and smiled, Yunho was running towards me, a wide grin on his face and a paper in his hand. “Did you get your grade?”
He nodded and gave the test paper to me, I blinked my eyes in disbelieve, did I really see a A+ on his math test? My mouth fell open.
“Yunho, t-that's great!” I lifted my head and saw his sparkling eyes, blushing I gave him his test paper back and smiled. “I'm really happy for you, now you can keep playing for the team.”
“Yeah, all thanks to you Jaejoong.”
“Y-You're wrong... You did the most..., I mean..”
“Jaejoong, could I talk to you for a second?”
“Eh?” My eyes widened and I suddenly feel even more nervous than before. “W-Why?”
“Because I have to tell you something, can you please come with me for a second?” His honest eyes killed me, so I nodded my head and followed him suit, to the back of the school. Why would he take me there.... Unless he wanted to rape me!
I could kick myself for that thought, why would he ever wanted to rape me... I was a guy, a nobody and a maths geek... Besides, he had a reputation, jock friends and a lot of female admirers.... I'd never fit in that world.
So, I was standing there, head down and hands in front of me, while he casually leaned against the wall, looking at me. “I want to thank you for helping me, without you I'd have got another miserable grade and I'd be kicked off the team..” His voice was gentle and soft. “Really, thank you.”
“A-Ah... It's nothing... “ I lowered my head even more. “...A-Anybody would've helped you..”
“Jaejoong..”
“And besides... They wouldn't have kicked you off the team... T-They wouldn't want to lose an awesome player like you, they need you... T-The whole school needs you.”
Then, I felt a hand on my shoulder. Oh crap, he was doing it again, it was confusing me so much. Slowly I lifted my head, only to see his face an inch away from me. I flinched. Yunho's thumb touched my chin and tilted my head even more, my heart was going crazy as his breath ghosted over my lips.
“I don't care if they need me.” He whispered, if he wasn't holding onto me I would've dropped to the ground right away. “Because the only thing that matters to me is what you think about me...”
Brain dead. What did he just say?! Did he just say he cared about what I thought about him? I stared at him, eyes and mouth wide open and completely speechless. And the next thing I knew was that Yunho captured my upper lip with his. My arms dangled at my sides, my eyes darted close and my legs felt like pudding. What was he doing to me?
“The one I need is you, Jaejoong.” He broke the kiss and caressed my cheek, oh my god his hands were so soft. “I don't care what everybody else says about me.. Or thinks about me..”
“Y-Yunho... W-What are you..” I tried to ask., but I couldn't finish my sentence because of the overwhelming feeling that raged inside of my body.. Did this mean that Jung Yunho... The most popular jock and the Mr Nice guy of our school, liked me?
And he answered that inner question with another kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck, hungry for his touch. His arm snaked around my back and he deepened the kiss.
I was soaring, on cloud 7 with Jung Yunho, a dream that came true...
Jung Yunho loved me, loved me for a long time. Without me knowing. Of course, he didn't know about me in the first place, but when we started to have Maths classes together he felt something for me, but was never sure what I thought about him...
But when I left my notebook at Math class he got curious and opened it. Of course he'd see the hundreds of drabbles of his name, the added hearts and drawings of us together. That's when he knew our feelings were mutual.
Just to be sure, he decided to invite me over, for studying. What got me dazzled all this time, is how he could compose himself.. But that wouldn't matter now.
Because the way of love, for our love, is yet to begin.
---
I love the character I gave Jaejoong in this one XD it's so easy to write in his POV since he's such a goof LOL. Somehow I can relate myself well to shy people y'know.. cuz when I meet people I'm usually shy at first, but then I open up and turn loud 8'D. So when you'd ever meet me, keep that in mind X'D.
I hate to be busy... I've been neglecting my fics so much.. I hope I have more time upcoming week.. (I think I do ^^ this week was a drag!)
Length: Double shot [2/2] (2524 words)
Author: jadexscandal
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG13
Themes: Romance, Fluff.
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me
Summary: A high school story about a gay guy and a curious jock on their way to love. Kim Jaejoong, the openly gay guy has been asked for a study "date" by the school's #1 jock and Jaejoong's crush, Jung Yunho. But will this study "date" really be a study "date"?
A/N: Despite of all the crap that happens to the boys right now, writing keeps me up with my day. It distracts me in a good way. And I'm going to tell you, this last part is going to be priceless!~
Previous: 01.
I was freaking out for my dear life, mentally. When all my classes were over something occurred to me;
I'd go over to Jung Yunho's house after school!
When I remembered that I started to hyperventilate and had a spasm on the ground. Luckily Mrs. Choi came... no... wobbled to the rescue with a plastic bag for me to breathe in. It took me a few minutes to calm down, but as I felt better I thanked her and went off. To the front gate where Jung Yunho, the hottest jock in school and my pupil for one day, would be waiting for me. I could already picture it:
I'd make a beautiful entrée and look him in the eyes sexily and whisper. “Did you have to wait long?” While batting my eyelashes intensively.
He'd grin like a hot stud and say: “Too long.” Then, he'd carry me, bridal style with a lot of kissing on the way until we arrive at his glamorous house and he lays me down on his magnificent, king-size bed.
As we would stare lovingly at each other I'd say: “Will you make love to me, Jung Yunho?”
He'd hover over me and kiss me numerous times before he answers: “Ya, Kim Jaejoong, I'm over here...”
Slowly I opened my eyes and saw I walked up to the gate already. Gasping I realized Jung Yunho was standing right ion front of me, staring at me with a weird expression on his face.
Oh crap.
---
As I thought already Yunho's house wasn't a house.. It was a damn MANSION. With my mouth agape and eyes big with disbelief I stood in front of the said MANSION and tried to think of a way to close my damn mouth and keep my eyes from popping out of their sockets.
When inside he offered me a drink, all casually and friendly, like he'd known me for many years. (I wish I had) But some times I could swear he was.. flirting with me? I mean, he gazed at me with such a suspicious look on his handsome, spotless face. And his godly hand brushed mine when he handed me a glass of Coke. You could say I was pretty confused, and still shy as hell.
So, we started studying, I knew all problems he faced with maths, as you may have guessed, he's the usual jock type. Good-looking, good at sports, popular and bad in maths.
And with bad I mean really bad. I spend the first 20 minutes on explaining one math problem, I felt like tutoring a 5 year old, but a sexy 5 year old.
“So, if you count another number to the X and then divide it with 2, you'll get the answer.” I told him, pointing out all the spots he had to look at. I lifted my head to look at Yunho's troubled, but beautiful face and asked shyly. “S-So.. Do you get it?”
Yunho bit on his lip, oh gosh why must he torture me like that. “Actually..” If he didn't stop biting that dreading lip of his I'd go insane! “I lost it by the … dive..... how do you call it?”
“Dividing?”
“Yeah, that.”
I somehow thought, maybe Yunho's head was so full of sports got Dyscalculia. But then again, he didn't seem to be ashamed for his blunders. Instead his face scrunched into a frown, was he actually trying to understand? Then I noticed how close his body was to mine. His shoulder merely an inch away from mine. I froze, I hadn't been this close to him before, I could hear him breathe, steady and rhythmical.
We continued the assignments for the next day, during the time he'd lean closer even more, his shoulder bumping against mine. I could almost count all the pores on his face. Damn he was so close I thought I was going crazy.
After 2 hours Yunho thought it'd be a good idea to take a break. He got us some drinks and snacks and sat in his enormous living room. He talked to me so naturally , as if I really was one of his friends. I'd always dreamt about him being like that, it made me so nervous I could barely speak.
That was probably why he was that popular, he really was kind. Something a lot of guys lacked in or even missed. Girls liked him, guys admired him and teachers praised him... That was far different from what I felt for him.
I loved him, desperately I longed to be with him, the perfect man, athletic, good-looking and kin, that's all I wished for. If he'd only understand...
Back to homework, instead of trying to fill his head with too much theories we just made the assignments, and it seemed to work even better for Yunho. Within 30 minutes we managed to finish everything.
Hours had passed and it was nearly dinnertime. “I-I should be going... it's getting late.”
“No, wait!” He grabbed my wrist... He grabbed my wrist! “Why don't you join me during dinner, I need to somehow thank you for today.. and my parents won't come back till 9, what do you say?”
Okay, so he asked me to stay over for dinner, alone, just the 2 of us, in his big house, without parents. God loved me. “A... Are you sure?”
“Of course, I'd be happy if you'd stay.” My heart leaped out of my chest, metaphorically speaking. I felt my bottom lip trembling as I tried to speak, damn why, why was he so fucking sweet, sexy and … I only got an eyegasm by looking at him, an eargasm by hearing his words... His deep, warm voice... Oh no... Oh god no, even thinking about that gave me a growing boner. I started to panic. “I ehm...”
“Can you stay over?”
Yup... 100% boner material. Suddenly his usual face had turned into something.. So cute, he was like forcing two big puppy-like eyes on me, looking innocent! I bit my bottom lip and crossed my legs a bit, trying to hide the stupid hard-on as much as I could and nodded my head in defeat. Not that I didn't want to stay over, I'd be crazy if I didn't, but what if he'd see me like this? “O-Okay... I'll stay.”
His innocent face turned into a devious grin. I was taken aback by that, just a second before he walked his way to the kitchen. “Let's see if we got something edible.”
Together we tried to make something for the both of us to eat. Luckily I didn't really have troubles with cooking, but Yunho... He was a disaster... Not the less, a cute disaster. He'd mess up big time, I'd clean up and he'd apologize a few times, but in the end we managed to get ourselves something good.
Yunho leaned on the sink next to the stove, where I was stirring the vegetable soup. “Hmm, smells good."
I immediately blushed to a bright shade of red, his eyes were beaming at me, I could just sense it. But I tried to act like I didn't see him doing that, but due to the anxiety I almost made the food cook over. “Ah~ Ouch...” and burnt my finger to the hot soup pan. Immediately I brought the burnt finger to my mouth, tears were forming in the corners of my eyes. “Damn it..” I cursed under my breath.
Then, Yunho's hands rested on my shoulders. “Are you alright?” It was almost a whisper, with a sort of husky edge in his voice.
I gulped down a lump of saliva and nodded intensely. “Y-Yeah.. It's no big deal...” I got the finger out of my mouth and held it under the cooling water from the tap. My breathing had become so fast that I was scared to start hyperventilating again, like early that day. But Yunho left me for a second, and came back with a band-aid.
“Here, so it'll stop stinging.” He took my wrist, again, and adjusted the band-aid around my cold, but burnt finger.
“T-Thanks...” I stared at my finger and pouted. Great, I should stop being so clumsy or I'll keep making a fool out of myself. I wanted to get back to see if the soup was alright, but Yunho had already turned off the stove and spooned the hot liquid in 2 bowls.
We didn't sit at the table, like I thought, but in the living room, watching sports. His eyes were focused on the screen, while my eyes were on him all the time. I didn't understand why he was being so nice to me all the time... I mean, the whole school knew I was gay so.. Shouldn't he know too? What if he didn't know?
And I was just making myself think he was trying to flirt with me? My heart sunk. I couldn't expect him to like me or anything, but still it gave me slight hope that maybe, just maybe, he was interested in me..
“Ya! You fool!” Yunho yelled at the keeper that didn't catch the ball on time. “You could have stopped that freakin' ball, geesh!”
I chuckled, he was such a child as it was about soccer. Something I never saw of him before. I blushed and made myself comfortable on his couch, the softness of the cushions made me feel a little drowsy. It was getting late and this time, when I said I should go home, he let me go.
But when I was standing by the door ready to go he wrapped his arms around me, his mouth so close to my ear I could hear him breathe.
“Y-Yunho... I need to go..”
“Thank you.”
I lifted my head and turned it, I could see Yunho's closed eyes. My heart beat fast and I was afraid I'd turn around and kiss him... The urge was big, but before I had any impulse I let me go. I steadied my breath and bowed. “I-It's nothing... Just do good on your test, okay?”
“I will, I'll get a good grade for you, Jaejoong.”
“No... You shouldn't get one for me... But for yourself...” I bit on my lip, his compliments and sweet words were so unreal to me. “I'll... see you tomorrow.”
Yunho nodded and stood by the door until I left the path from the front door to the pavement. “See you tomorrow.” The last time I turned around to see if he was still there he just closed the door... But.. I could see him smiling before he disappeared behind the closed door.
“W-What's that?”
---
“Jaejoong!”
I turned around and smiled, Yunho was running towards me, a wide grin on his face and a paper in his hand. “Did you get your grade?”
He nodded and gave the test paper to me, I blinked my eyes in disbelieve, did I really see a A+ on his math test? My mouth fell open.
“Yunho, t-that's great!” I lifted my head and saw his sparkling eyes, blushing I gave him his test paper back and smiled. “I'm really happy for you, now you can keep playing for the team.”
“Yeah, all thanks to you Jaejoong.”
“Y-You're wrong... You did the most..., I mean..”
“Jaejoong, could I talk to you for a second?”
“Eh?” My eyes widened and I suddenly feel even more nervous than before. “W-Why?”
“Because I have to tell you something, can you please come with me for a second?” His honest eyes killed me, so I nodded my head and followed him suit, to the back of the school. Why would he take me there.... Unless he wanted to rape me!
I could kick myself for that thought, why would he ever wanted to rape me... I was a guy, a nobody and a maths geek... Besides, he had a reputation, jock friends and a lot of female admirers.... I'd never fit in that world.
So, I was standing there, head down and hands in front of me, while he casually leaned against the wall, looking at me. “I want to thank you for helping me, without you I'd have got another miserable grade and I'd be kicked off the team..” His voice was gentle and soft. “Really, thank you.”
“A-Ah... It's nothing... “ I lowered my head even more. “...A-Anybody would've helped you..”
“Jaejoong..”
“And besides... They wouldn't have kicked you off the team... T-They wouldn't want to lose an awesome player like you, they need you... T-The whole school needs you.”
Then, I felt a hand on my shoulder. Oh crap, he was doing it again, it was confusing me so much. Slowly I lifted my head, only to see his face an inch away from me. I flinched. Yunho's thumb touched my chin and tilted my head even more, my heart was going crazy as his breath ghosted over my lips.
“I don't care if they need me.” He whispered, if he wasn't holding onto me I would've dropped to the ground right away. “Because the only thing that matters to me is what you think about me...”
Brain dead. What did he just say?! Did he just say he cared about what I thought about him? I stared at him, eyes and mouth wide open and completely speechless. And the next thing I knew was that Yunho captured my upper lip with his. My arms dangled at my sides, my eyes darted close and my legs felt like pudding. What was he doing to me?
“The one I need is you, Jaejoong.” He broke the kiss and caressed my cheek, oh my god his hands were so soft. “I don't care what everybody else says about me.. Or thinks about me..”
“Y-Yunho... W-What are you..” I tried to ask., but I couldn't finish my sentence because of the overwhelming feeling that raged inside of my body.. Did this mean that Jung Yunho... The most popular jock and the Mr Nice guy of our school, liked me?
And he answered that inner question with another kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck, hungry for his touch. His arm snaked around my back and he deepened the kiss.
I was soaring, on cloud 7 with Jung Yunho, a dream that came true...
Jung Yunho loved me, loved me for a long time. Without me knowing. Of course, he didn't know about me in the first place, but when we started to have Maths classes together he felt something for me, but was never sure what I thought about him...
But when I left my notebook at Math class he got curious and opened it. Of course he'd see the hundreds of drabbles of his name, the added hearts and drawings of us together. That's when he knew our feelings were mutual.
Just to be sure, he decided to invite me over, for studying. What got me dazzled all this time, is how he could compose himself.. But that wouldn't matter now.
Because the way of love, for our love, is yet to begin.
---
I love the character I gave Jaejoong in this one XD it's so easy to write in his POV since he's such a goof LOL. Somehow I can relate myself well to shy people y'know.. cuz when I meet people I'm usually shy at first, but then I open up and turn loud 8'D. So when you'd ever meet me, keep that in mind X'D.
I hate to be busy... I've been neglecting my fics so much.. I hope I have more time upcoming week.. (I think I do ^^ this week was a drag!)