I only, originally, created this journal so that I could 'friend' fanfic authors I admired, and so access their protected fic entries. And yet, I read on one community that they don't want to add users whose journals are created specifically to join communities like theirs. Do I feel guilty, here, or indignant? On the one hand, I resent that I felt ( Read more... )

Oddly enough, I dislike comments on my appearance's physical attractiveness. I don't mind comments like, "Your hair is cool," or something like that, since I do shave my head bald periodically. I don't mind comments that just indicate the commenter finds something cool or interesting about my appearance. But 'attractive,' 'beautiful,' 'sexy' -- ( Read more... )

I shave my head bald when the summer temperatures get too hot. I keep this fringe of bangs just to frame my forehead, though, because otherwise I think my face looks too round. It's an odd style, and frankly does nothing for my looks, but I like it.

The point, though, is the difference in how people seem to look at me. I've noticed a seemingly ( Read more... )

I've just come back from the doctor. He recommended against a couple psychiatrists, but did not answer why. Mom says it's professional courtesy, or something like it -- just not saying bad things about a fellow doctor. I think that when my doctor says, "Do NOT go to him, no matter what you hear," I want to know what the hell he's inferring.

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