I feel my bones ache inside of my body. the sensation starts slowly in the marrow and works its way out and along each piece, flowing slowly through the denser structures and sliding easily along my tendons and sinews. A sharp pain strikes as it stretches farther from my semi-elastic cords into my more flexible muscles. I look at my arm and watch as my arteries and veins are outlined by a dull grey haze which waxes increasingly dark. Black, angry light pulses througout my cardiovascular system and is highlighted at the edges by deep purple and red light. it flows slowly towards my fingertips and toes and snakes its way upwards to my throat, my mind is on fire now, and that is nothing compared to how my body suffers. My hands begin to shake involuntarily and the dark lines stretch thinly up my neck and play along my jawline. My body has turned black like coal and dull as a dirty coin. Silver scales slowly form atop my fingertips, knuckles and elbows, and anywhere bone connects directly with skin. Silver lines form around my jaw and highlight my cheekbones and forehead. The pain is exquisite now encompassing not only my body and mind but my soul as well. Flames leap up around me as the transformation is complete and i am comforted by the lesser pain that the fire brings. The ache subsides and i realize i am no longer like i was, but my body is the least of my changes. All of the thoughts and desires i longed to shield my mind from have broken through and the uncontrollable voices have become nearly externally audible. My eyes have left and in their place now rests only two holes into a furnace full of white fire. This is what hell must feel like... No...
This is what hell fears to become.