First of all I can not wait to be neighbors next year. I've really missed not being able to just walk to your house when ever i'm bored. Also, I'm sorry if I don't call and that kind of thing. It's just really weird not having someone for a whole year and then trying to jump back into friends again ya know. And the whole best friend thing I could say the same thing for myself. It's kind of weird to think about, but I think I've fallen into what you did. I lost Chalise to someone cooler, then I lost Melissa to someone cooler. And now I gave up. I have good friends, but no best friend. Now I just hang out with Todd because people rarely call me especially cause most of the weekends I just work. I mean I love hanging out with Todd, but I miss my friends. I am happy for you and Brad just a little jealous that we slowly stopped hanging out when he came into your life or we always hung out with brad there too. I can see where you are coming from though. Liking someone so much and having them like you back is awesome. It's too bad Todd and I ends with summer, but oh well hopefully my freshman year will be a blast. Trista don't stress on whether someone likes you and brad together. It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks. You'll only be able to truly enjoy what you have when you let yourself. Well I miss you
OMG holden AWESOME. haha. I understand about not calling, I haven't called either. Getting back from college is really weird, to say the least. I am finding it hard to call people i would usually call all the time so i dont blame you for a second. I hate our best friend cycle! at least were in it together, lol. Im real sorry that brad replaced my fun. haha, for the most part, he just replaced everything there was in my life. I coudlnt help the path it took, and im beyond a point of no return. I love hanging out with him, but i definately miss all my friends and the other stuff i used to do. now, its just kind of customary, you know? like, 'so what are WE doing today' its never 'okay im going to hang out with holly, you hang out with aaron...' its just always us. sometimes we try and do single but its just hard. your icon is cracking me up to the max. thanks for the help about brad and i, but it seems ive always had a problem worrying about what others think and i dont think that's going to be going away any time soon. i miss you too, i hope that soon, at least, we can hit up the DQ with a walk. i basically bike ride my life away, so let me know if you want to go on a voyage sometime. haha, see you soon, neighbor!
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