Marriage or Split?
Yesterday SMc broke up with JJ. She is devastated and I feel terrible for her. In discussing the situation we suddenly realized that it seems that everyone these days is either breaking up or getting married. We're at this weird crossroads in our lives where it's that we either can see the long term or why bother! We're at this awkward age where we want to settle down but don't want to log the man hours if it isn't going to lead to something more serious. We want things in our lives to start falling into place and to start making sense...we want some direction. Therefore, if we never sees the ends meeting then how can we continue with someone who we know will never be able to give us what we want and need.
Yesterday I went for lunch with my brother and my dad...we starting talking about what the hell I was going to do next year...as if I know. I suppose it all depends on what kind of job opportunities I'm presented with. I think what I would really like to do is to travel but now with the war I'm not sure that's such a good idea. My brother said that if I wanted to go teach overseas next year and that I signed up with a program who wouldn't pay for my travel expenses that he would pay for my ticket...mind you this is the same brother who promised to send me anywhere in the world that I wanted to go once I graduated...so we'll see.
Last night the girls and I got nasty drunk off 3 bottles of wine and somehow Adrian was brought up. It was nice to talk about him...even if I did get a bit teary eyed. It's nice to remember him and talk about him every once and awhile. Sometimes it still seems so surreal that he's actually gone.
Now I'm headed to White Spot with the girls to gorge our hungover faces with unhealthy food (and I wonder why I've put on weight since I gave up fast food and started exercising!!)
Love to all.
Yesterday I went for lunch with my brother and my dad...we starting talking about what the hell I was going to do next year...as if I know. I suppose it all depends on what kind of job opportunities I'm presented with. I think what I would really like to do is to travel but now with the war I'm not sure that's such a good idea. My brother said that if I wanted to go teach overseas next year and that I signed up with a program who wouldn't pay for my travel expenses that he would pay for my ticket...mind you this is the same brother who promised to send me anywhere in the world that I wanted to go once I graduated...so we'll see.
Last night the girls and I got nasty drunk off 3 bottles of wine and somehow Adrian was brought up. It was nice to talk about him...even if I did get a bit teary eyed. It's nice to remember him and talk about him every once and awhile. Sometimes it still seems so surreal that he's actually gone.
Now I'm headed to White Spot with the girls to gorge our hungover faces with unhealthy food (and I wonder why I've put on weight since I gave up fast food and started exercising!!)
Love to all.