Jun 11, 2009 15:59
i am leaving in 23 days.
im freaking out.
today during 7th period i had a mini panic attack. im leaving in 23 days. i have so much to do. i have so much studying and school work to do, i have to get in shape, i have to tihnk about what to bring to Wyoming, i have to figure out what t do with my horse, i have to get into college, i have to make a portfolio, i have to get this boy i like.
SHIT
i am so fucking overwhelmed. im freaking out. i really just want to throw up. i just want to throw up because i feel like it will rid me of my problems. i know it wont. but i think it will. im going crazy
i dont know what to do.