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i dont even know what is going on my life right now.
every time i tihnk about horses and riding i almost vomit. every. single. time.
i wanto to ride so badly, but i just cant right now. writing this is making me want to vomit everywhere.
thinking about my grades and school mkes me want to vomit.
thinking about my mom makes me want to vomit.
going in her house makes me want to vomit.
im not kidding. my stomache actually turns and i feel it rising in my body.
i miss my aunt. i cant beleive shes gone. she cant be gone. she isnt gone.
i still tihnk shes coming back. i still tihnk shes going to get better. i still hear her laughing. i still picture her at sunday night supper. we cant hve sunday night supper with out her. its not sunday night supper. it wont feel right. it isnt right. i need her back. my fmily needs her back
every time i tihnk about horses and riding i almost vomit. every. single. time.
i wanto to ride so badly, but i just cant right now. writing this is making me want to vomit everywhere.
thinking about my grades and school mkes me want to vomit.
thinking about my mom makes me want to vomit.
going in her house makes me want to vomit.
im not kidding. my stomache actually turns and i feel it rising in my body.
i miss my aunt. i cant beleive shes gone. she cant be gone. she isnt gone.
i still tihnk shes coming back. i still tihnk shes going to get better. i still hear her laughing. i still picture her at sunday night supper. we cant hve sunday night supper with out her. its not sunday night supper. it wont feel right. it isnt right. i need her back. my fmily needs her back