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Nov 30, 2006 21:24

I feel like such a complete and total annoying fuckup. I really do. It's amazing how being so desperate NOT to fuck up, and not to do anything wrong in any way, shape or form, can actually make you so insecure and nervous that it makes it worse ( Read more... )

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acoustic11 December 1 2006, 02:30:27 UTC

sdlfjsdf i know what you mean.

it's like, you put so much pressure on yourself not to screw something up and that in turn makes it all worse, when you probably wouldn't have screwed up to begin with.

things'll get better, I promise.

*hugs*

triplecrown December 1 2006, 09:06:49 UTC

Exactly! It is really frustrating and you can SEE the train wreck coming, but it's like...you can't stop yourself. Or something.

Clearly it is still a train wreck, it's 4am and I never went to bed!

Glad you understand, though. Thanks for the note. *hugs* :)

owllover711 December 1 2006, 04:43:05 UTC

*hugs* Even if you feel that way, don't let yourself believe that you really are that way, cause you're NOT. Believe me.

Is this about work, or something else, if I may ask?

Broke washers suck bigtime.

triplecrown December 1 2006, 09:05:28 UTC

I am insecure, though. I do think much of it will get better, but right now, it's pretty bad. And it really does have very little to do with, "Oh, poor me, my last relationship didn't go well, boo-hoo." =/ I wish it did in some ways, honestly.

No, something else. Drop me an email one of these days, I'll explain.

Argh, they do. I've called 3 times and they still haven't fixed it.